January 31, Thursday
Few hours before my UP class
While rummaging thru my box of junk newspaper clippings I got hold of the following article in the Manila Bulletin newspaper undated... I need to dump all these in the garbage else my room will end up like a bote diyaryo bakal junk shop HAR!
This is old & paso na but still worth thinking about... It may have been a counter-propaganda by Misuari's group or a genuine matter-of-fact reporting. We do not know...
For every good or bad clipping I can provide an alternative bad or good clipping... WHICH IS THE TRUTH???
Can you blame me why I DO NOT tRUST BOTH GONZALES & MISUARI & even this BENANING (We had an old woman maid from Zambales named "Aling ANING" whom we hired for a few months & later fled after borrowing some amount of money...!!!
=====================================================
PALACE AID PLOTTED DIVISION OF MNLF, PROTESTS MISUARI
Norberto Gonzales meddling in Muslim affairs?
by Marvyn Benaning
=====================================================
Chairman Nur Misuari of the Moro National liberation Front (MNLF) has accused
a top Palace aide for plotting the division of the MNLF and for instigating the
breakaway within the front, an action which he regretted was aimed to isolate him
and dislodge him from an organization that he had led for a long time.
However, Misuari said the door is still open for memvers of the so-called 15-man
"Executive COuncil" to rejoimn the MNLF mainstream leadership, suggesting that it
was Presidential Adviser on Special Concerns, Norberto GOnzales, who had sown
disunity and fivisiveness among the MNLF leaders and the Bangsamoro people.
Misuari charged Gonzales of being principally responsible for encouraging some
memvers of the MNLF Central COmmittee to divide the leadership of the front and
oust him as chairman of its Central committee.
He condemned Gonzales' action and likened him to a "worm that penetrates the rank
and file of the MNLF to destroy them using his money."
The MNLF leader delivered his scathing attack before his uniformed troops during the
Extraordinary Session of the Bangsamoro Peoples's National congress in Cotabato City.
Misuari also isssued a very strong directive to the MNLF not to allow Gonzales to
step in Bangasamoro territory, "adding this man is also instigating President Gloria
Macapagal Arroyo not to give autonomy to the MNLF because it is already a spent force."
"This man is evil-minded. He is from Bataan. What rigth sdoes he have to interfere
in our internal affairs in Mindanao? IOf this man will come do not allow this man
to step in our sacred land. Tell him to go back to Bataan, he has no place in Mindanao.
Kilalanin niyo ang mukha niya," said the irate Misuari.
Misuari, who is also the governor of the Autonomous Region of Muslim Mindanao (ARMM),
related that at one time he met Gonzales in Makkah, Saudi Arabia to perform haj or
pilgrimage, GOnzales then claimed that he had converted to Islam.
While blasting away at Gonzales, who is a leader of the Pilipino Democratic Socialist Party (PDSP)
Misuari nevertheless offered a hand of peace to the members of the MNLF breakaway group
that reduced him to chairman emeritus, a largely symbolic and toothless position.
The MNLF has this policy of reconcilition with elements who may have been misled, or who had
fallen to the blandishcments of Gonzales. "With due apology to the good elemtnts in that
group (Executive COuncil). I pray to almighty Allah that they will be given wisdom, so that
one day they will return back to our fold. They are welcome anytime."
He urged the MNLF leaders and supporters to talk to this group.
Misuari appealed to these people to encourage the group that split to return and "kowtow
to the money and influence of Norberto Gonzales." He said Gonzales was responsible for
the appointment of some of the members of this group to high government positions.
Misuari exhorted his supporters not to plant the seeds of hatred with those "who deviated
from our path' and asked all of them to see the problem as a challenge to the unity and
solidarity of the MNLF leadership and the Bangsamoro people.
========================================================================
MY COMMENT:
I ASK THE MNLF ALL FACTIONS (MBG, EC 15, ICC etc etc MILF MNIF MLNF MLIF etshetera:
SINO'NG NAGPAPASOK KINA GONZALES (& the late MANGLAPUS???) SA KAMPO NG MNLF SA JAMPIRAS, SABAH?!
WHO INVITED THE PDSP INCLUDING GONZALES TO STAY INSIDE MNLF's JAMPIRAS CAMP IN SABAH???!!!
Well, you can consider me an out-of-touch-with-reality DREAMER -
an original TOP 1 member of the ORIGINAL, PURE, UNSULLIED 1969 MNLF!
[Kaso mo HISTORY na lang ito...]
Will write my own ideas about the MN, MI, ASG, MORO etc. that will give EYE-OPENING LESSONs to MINDANAW MOROs
SAMPLE: Moro kayo ng Moro eh ni hindi ninyo kilala o kinikilala ang pinaka-unang tinawag na mga "Moro" ng mga Kastila sa kapuluang ito - yung mga taga MAMBURAO MINDORO!!!...
PAHABOL: THE VERY FIRST MOROs I became acquainted with/befriended more than a decade ago were MISUARI's MNLF...
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Thursday, January 24, 2008
25th POST
JAN 24, 2007
MANILA
SAMPLE OF HOW A PARANOID CONSPIRATORIAL THEORIST THINKS...
Is it purely by CHANCE
the CH2 program SOCO [Scene Of Crime Operative] mentions
at the end something about the "KOPRAHAN..." & I am
using my DELTASTAR KOPRAHAR smiling coconut image in my
http://the-conspiracy-of-one.blogspot.com BLOG???!!!
OLD JOKE: Orig from radio but my addition/modification...
Philippines competing against the Superpowers with their
SPAcE EXPLORERS...
QUESTION:
If CHINA has TAIKONAUTS...
whereas AMERICA has ASTRONAUTS...
& RUSSIA has COSMONAUTS,
then what does the PHILIPPINES have?
ANSWER: COCONUTS
[as in KOPRA HAR! HAR!]
Small wonder Phil.TV reality shows show natives as excellent
MAGLULUKAD ng NIYOG - using their bare teeth!!!
ALSO:
News report in a different channel: Britons in Pangasinan
proposing a novel way of fixing road holes using recycled road material,,,
In another report in CH 11 they show a problematic hole in the road that has
led to several accidents & DPWH is blamed for negligence...
ARE THESE TWO NEWS REPORTS CONNECTED???
Links that I believe are "truthful"...
Of course, the READER has to use his/her own BRAIN
everytime... Decide for yourself... USE YOUR COCONUT!
NEITHER HEAVEN NOR HELL HAS ANY PLACE/SPACE FOR THE UNTHINKING...
Will discuss these next time INSH...
===================
CONSPIRACY THEORIES
===================
http://www.geocities.com/freedomofpress/wsj2.html
October 4, 2001
Wall Street Journal
Saudi Arabian Royal Family Finds Itself
Caught in the Middle of Two Alliances
By HUGH POPE, YAROSLAV TROFIMOV and DANNY PEARL
http://www.larouchepub.com/other/2001/2838bin-london.html
OSAMA BIN LONDON
BY THE WAY I SAW BINLADIN'S SON OMAR? BRIEF INTERVIEW ON GMA NEWS 7
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_illuminati_24.htm
AMERICA FALLING INTO ILLUMINATI TRAP
by Peter Goodgame
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/exopolitica/esp_exopolitics_G_6d.htm
Rockefeller-UFO Alien COnspiracy
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_fed01.htm
Who owns Federal Reserve
http://www.swans.com/library/art8/dmg001.html
America Through The Looking Glass
by David McGowa
LENGTHY QUOTES
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican02a.htm#Part%20I
Well, the Jesuits had brought in all of their top Nazi SS soldiers into the CIA
because the Jesuits were using the SS to kill the Jews in Europe.
When the Einsatzgruppen went into Russia, the Jesuits followed with the SS
and purged Western Russia of all its Jews. That’s why Stalin deliberately killed
40,000 of his best officers. That’s why he kicked out his best generals, purged them,
because he wanted to make sure that the Red Army would lose with the advance of
the German army, because following that would come the SS and purge Russia of the Jews
that Stalin so hated. And by the way, justice is often poetic because Stalin’s daughter
married a Jew.
Now, the CIA was composed of the SS. The CIA now was an arm—and the intelligence arm
—of the Vatican. The Knights of Malta were throughout. Casey was a Knight of Malta.
Angleton was a Knight of Malta. The Knights were through and through. Angleton manned
the “Vatican desk”, and that is a desk within the CIA that has a direct link to the Vatican.
So, Kennedy wanted to end this “intelligence community”. That was the end of him.
Thus for anyone attempting to end the CIA, and attempting to end the Vietnam War,
and also because he attacked the Jesuits’ Federal Reserve Bank by printing United
States Notes, they got rid of him. They killed our only Roman Catholic president.
And it’s another piece of poetic justice that a Roman Catholic—not Protestants, like
Harry Truman, FDR, and others—it’s a Roman Catholic who truly sought to resist the
temporal power of the Pope in this country. And in many ways, even though Kennedy was,
in fact, a socialist and communist, at least he resisted the temporal power of the Pope.
And for that we should be thankful and remember his name.
But what have they done to his name? They’ve slammed it. They drag it into the dirt.
Every time you see it on TV, they parade before you his womanizing, which I don’t deny,
but my goodness, can’t we give him some credit where credit is due? That’s why they got
rid of John F. Kennedy.
And then, of course, as soon as he’s assassinated, John McCone, the head of the CIA,
the following day goes to the White House and they reverse Kennedy’s Memorandum of
reversing the Vietnam War and make a full-scale, carte blache war.
The CIA then is tremendously and heavily funded, because it was a CIA war.
And there they tried all of their new technology, their anti-gravity machines,
their men who they’re trying to make like the “million-dollar man”.
They tried out all their new technology in Vietnam. It was a great experimental
theater, and Kennedy knew this. He knew it, and he knew that the American people
had no idea what was going down, and he still tried to resist it, against his father’s
warnings. Because his father was the most powerful Knight of Malta in the Empire.
Jeremiah Crowley: that priest was a great Irishman who came here and, seeing the corruption
of the Archdiocese in Chicago, that it was so corrupt, he left it and exposed it.
And, of course, he later came to Christ and became a Bible-believer, which they would
call a Protestant. Protestants today don’t believe the Bible. Protestantism of today is
an empty shell, it’s nothing. But, back then, in 1912, they believed the Bible.
Crowley, then, exposed many things, and one of the things he exposed, that helped me
with this, was that he warned that the Jesuits, with their Knights of Columbus—which,
he says, the Knights of Columbus, named after Columbus, who he tells us was a Spanish Jew
and a pirate and a deflowerer of young girls— that Columbus was no Christian.
He has a tremendous section in his book on Columbus. That the purpose of the Knights of
Columbus was to fulfill Jesuitical politics, and part of those politics was to restore
the temporal power of the Pope because, you remember, the Pope had lost that in 1870
and they wanted to get it back. And they got it back with Mussolini in 1929.
Well, in the book that Crowley wrote in 1912, he says that Taft and Teddy Roosevelt
were all cow-towing to the Pope and the Cardinals of New York. And he said they’re
going to use our military to restore the Pope’s temporal power around the world.
And THAT was absolutely correct. That IS American foreign policy. And the Council of Trent
is the American foreign policy of today. That’s what’s going on in Serbia and Bosnia.
It’s the Council of Trent—the Jesuits using the American Air Force to bomb those orthodox
people to smithereens. But, that was Crowley’s great contribution.
===============
CHESS & FISCHER
===============
Bobby Fischer and the jews: Interview 1999,Philippine Radio
http://youtube.com/watch?v=9am22ZpNgYU
by volcovern25
Bobby Fischer Interview Baguio Philippines Sept11 2001 Part2
http://youtube.com/watch?v=i0O4GDF2D_k
BY jfhovey
========================
HARD QUOTES FROM FISCHER:
========================
"Fxxx the United States
Fxxx the Jews
I am not afraid of the U.S."
"WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
EVEN FOR THE UNITED OF STATES"
"They re getting it back finally"
"THE UNITED STATES IS BASED ON LIES..."
"LOOK AT THE HISTORY OF THE COUNTRY
...GET SOMETHING FOR NOTHING"
"EVEN AS A BOY, YOU KNOW
I NEVER HAD THE SLIGHTEST INTEREST IN
AMERICAN HISTORY, NEVER, YOU KNOW
I KNEW SOMETHING WAS ROTTEN IN DENMARK
YOU KNOW..."
"THIS IS ALL WONDERFUL NEWS..."
Bobby Fischer - His hatred for Jews
http://youtube.com/watch?v=M_11Cdxvtfo
CLAIMS HIS REAL FATHER WAS PAUL NEMENYI
A HUNGARIAN PHYSICIST ATOM BOMB DEVELOPER
Bobby Fischer - His childhood
BY qwasertt
http://youtube.com/watch?v=cry_skzgMps
Bobby Fischer - Self-Hating Jewish Chessmaster
By 1jihad
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbtWuwQX8Is
Bobby Fischer Tells the Truth & nothing But the Truth
by SYPHONAPTERA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QryuMf8qZ0g
Bobby Fischer and the jews: Interview 1999,Philippine Radio
by volcovern25
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9am22ZpNgYU
====================
QUOTE FROM EXCHANGES:
====================
it's not easy to be a genius.Not easy to be free.Rest in peace,mr.Fischer.
madbcc (9 hours ago)
nutcase. lol
BiggyBollocks (13 hours ago)
Love him or hate him he's right that the Jews run America.
punknpale (21 hours ago)
His Right Jews are evil.....
ilferrari (1 day ago)
Fischer did not use the word 'ni99ers', he said 'murderers'
volcovern25 (19 hours ago)
Thank you for the remark
ilferrari (1 day ago)
Aside from his ranting against the Jews, it does seem like he got
royally screwed over by the people handling his storage.
sullaofroma (1 day ago)
Completely nuts, but funny.
Bobby Fischer by BIll Wall
http://www.geocities.com/siliconvalley/lab/7378/fischer.htm
How FBI Hounded Chess King
http://www.ishipress.com/bobbystory.htm
Life is Not a Board Game
Peter Nicholas and Clea Benson The Philadelphia Inquirer Sat, Feb. 08, 2003
http://www.chessmaniac.com/Bobby_Fischer/Bobby_Fischer_Articles35.shtm
Anti-Israel Hate Speech by Amir Abdel Malik Ali
by standwithus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtuCk6BDZSU
Everything You Always Wanted To Know About
The Middle East Conflict But Were Never Told
http://www.vaticanassassins.org/mideast_conflict.htm
Bali Micro Nuke - Lack of Radiation Confuses "Experts"
http://homepage.ntlworld.com/steveseymour/nuke/bali_micro_nuke.htm
THERE ARE CLAIMS THAT MICRONUKES HAD BEEN USED IN SUCH PLACES AS
BALI, INDONESIA, BAM, IRAN ALSO ACHEH, SUMATRA QUAKE???!!!
September 11, 2001 Revisited: Act III
http://www.davesweb.cnchost.com/nwsltr69b.html
September 11, 2001 Revisited: Act III
http://www.davesweb.cnchost.com/nwsltr69.html
The Israel Lobby and U.S. Foreign Policy
By John J. Mearsheimer and Stephen Walt
Working Paper Number:RWP06-011
http://ksgnotes1.harvard.edu/Research/wpaper.nsf/rwp/RWP06-011
Judaic Communism: The Soviet Union and Beyond
by YourFutureNews
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ydtWcB8R3aA
The Israel Lobby
John Mearsheimer and Stephen Walt
http://www.lrb.co.uk/v28/n06/mear01_.html
======================
EXISTENTIALISM & CAMUS
======================
The very first Camus written work I read was this short story
The Guest in our English literature class at the Ateneo.
http://www.braungardt.com/Literature/Camus/Guest.htm
The Guest
by Albert Camus. Translated by Justin O'Brien
SAME NOVEL
http://www.cis.vt.edu/modernworld/d/guest.html
Is it ACCIDENTAL or by CHANCE that this story deals with
Algerian Arabs & Muslims & I reverted to ISLAAM???
Camus was born in MONDOVI NOT ORAN as I wrongly remarked
I think... Oran was the setting of his novel...
MANILA
SAMPLE OF HOW A PARANOID CONSPIRATORIAL THEORIST THINKS...
Is it purely by CHANCE
the CH2 program SOCO [Scene Of Crime Operative] mentions
at the end something about the "KOPRAHAN..." & I am
using my DELTASTAR KOPRAHAR smiling coconut image in my
http://the-conspiracy-of-one.blogspot.com BLOG???!!!
OLD JOKE: Orig from radio but my addition/modification...
Philippines competing against the Superpowers with their
SPAcE EXPLORERS...
QUESTION:
If CHINA has TAIKONAUTS...
whereas AMERICA has ASTRONAUTS...
& RUSSIA has COSMONAUTS,
then what does the PHILIPPINES have?
ANSWER: COCONUTS
[as in KOPRA HAR! HAR!]
Small wonder Phil.TV reality shows show natives as excellent
MAGLULUKAD ng NIYOG - using their bare teeth!!!
ALSO:
News report in a different channel: Britons in Pangasinan
proposing a novel way of fixing road holes using recycled road material,,,
In another report in CH 11 they show a problematic hole in the road that has
led to several accidents & DPWH is blamed for negligence...
ARE THESE TWO NEWS REPORTS CONNECTED???
Links that I believe are "truthful"...
Of course, the READER has to use his/her own BRAIN
everytime... Decide for yourself... USE YOUR COCONUT!
NEITHER HEAVEN NOR HELL HAS ANY PLACE/SPACE FOR THE UNTHINKING...
Will discuss these next time INSH...
===================
CONSPIRACY THEORIES
===================
http://www.geocities.com/freedomofpress/wsj2.html
October 4, 2001
Wall Street Journal
Saudi Arabian Royal Family Finds Itself
Caught in the Middle of Two Alliances
By HUGH POPE, YAROSLAV TROFIMOV and DANNY PEARL
http://www.larouchepub.com/other/2001/2838bin-london.html
OSAMA BIN LONDON
BY THE WAY I SAW BINLADIN'S SON OMAR? BRIEF INTERVIEW ON GMA NEWS 7
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_illuminati_24.htm
AMERICA FALLING INTO ILLUMINATI TRAP
by Peter Goodgame
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/exopolitica/esp_exopolitics_G_6d.htm
Rockefeller-UFO Alien COnspiracy
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_fed01.htm
Who owns Federal Reserve
http://www.swans.com/library/art8/dmg001.html
America Through The Looking Glass
by David McGowa
LENGTHY QUOTES
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/vatican/esp_vatican02a.htm#Part%20I
Well, the Jesuits had brought in all of their top Nazi SS soldiers into the CIA
because the Jesuits were using the SS to kill the Jews in Europe.
When the Einsatzgruppen went into Russia, the Jesuits followed with the SS
and purged Western Russia of all its Jews. That’s why Stalin deliberately killed
40,000 of his best officers. That’s why he kicked out his best generals, purged them,
because he wanted to make sure that the Red Army would lose with the advance of
the German army, because following that would come the SS and purge Russia of the Jews
that Stalin so hated. And by the way, justice is often poetic because Stalin’s daughter
married a Jew.
Now, the CIA was composed of the SS. The CIA now was an arm—and the intelligence arm
—of the Vatican. The Knights of Malta were throughout. Casey was a Knight of Malta.
Angleton was a Knight of Malta. The Knights were through and through. Angleton manned
the “Vatican desk”, and that is a desk within the CIA that has a direct link to the Vatican.
So, Kennedy wanted to end this “intelligence community”. That was the end of him.
Thus for anyone attempting to end the CIA, and attempting to end the Vietnam War,
and also because he attacked the Jesuits’ Federal Reserve Bank by printing United
States Notes, they got rid of him. They killed our only Roman Catholic president.
And it’s another piece of poetic justice that a Roman Catholic—not Protestants, like
Harry Truman, FDR, and others—it’s a Roman Catholic who truly sought to resist the
temporal power of the Pope in this country. And in many ways, even though Kennedy was,
in fact, a socialist and communist, at least he resisted the temporal power of the Pope.
And for that we should be thankful and remember his name.
But what have they done to his name? They’ve slammed it. They drag it into the dirt.
Every time you see it on TV, they parade before you his womanizing, which I don’t deny,
but my goodness, can’t we give him some credit where credit is due? That’s why they got
rid of John F. Kennedy.
And then, of course, as soon as he’s assassinated, John McCone, the head of the CIA,
the following day goes to the White House and they reverse Kennedy’s Memorandum of
reversing the Vietnam War and make a full-scale, carte blache war.
The CIA then is tremendously and heavily funded, because it was a CIA war.
And there they tried all of their new technology, their anti-gravity machines,
their men who they’re trying to make like the “million-dollar man”.
They tried out all their new technology in Vietnam. It was a great experimental
theater, and Kennedy knew this. He knew it, and he knew that the American people
had no idea what was going down, and he still tried to resist it, against his father’s
warnings. Because his father was the most powerful Knight of Malta in the Empire.
Jeremiah Crowley: that priest was a great Irishman who came here and, seeing the corruption
of the Archdiocese in Chicago, that it was so corrupt, he left it and exposed it.
And, of course, he later came to Christ and became a Bible-believer, which they would
call a Protestant. Protestants today don’t believe the Bible. Protestantism of today is
an empty shell, it’s nothing. But, back then, in 1912, they believed the Bible.
Crowley, then, exposed many things, and one of the things he exposed, that helped me
with this, was that he warned that the Jesuits, with their Knights of Columbus—which,
he says, the Knights of Columbus, named after Columbus, who he tells us was a Spanish Jew
and a pirate and a deflowerer of young girls— that Columbus was no Christian.
He has a tremendous section in his book on Columbus. That the purpose of the Knights of
Columbus was to fulfill Jesuitical politics, and part of those politics was to restore
the temporal power of the Pope because, you remember, the Pope had lost that in 1870
and they wanted to get it back. And they got it back with Mussolini in 1929.
Well, in the book that Crowley wrote in 1912, he says that Taft and Teddy Roosevelt
were all cow-towing to the Pope and the Cardinals of New York. And he said they’re
going to use our military to restore the Pope’s temporal power around the world.
And THAT was absolutely correct. That IS American foreign policy. And the Council of Trent
is the American foreign policy of today. That’s what’s going on in Serbia and Bosnia.
It’s the Council of Trent—the Jesuits using the American Air Force to bomb those orthodox
people to smithereens. But, that was Crowley’s great contribution.
===============
CHESS & FISCHER
===============
Bobby Fischer and the jews: Interview 1999,Philippine Radio
http://youtube.com/watch?v=9am22ZpNgYU
by volcovern25
Bobby Fischer Interview Baguio Philippines Sept11 2001 Part2
http://youtube.com/watch?v=i0O4GDF2D_k
BY jfhovey
========================
HARD QUOTES FROM FISCHER:
========================
"Fxxx the United States
Fxxx the Jews
I am not afraid of the U.S."
"WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND
EVEN FOR THE UNITED OF STATES"
"They re getting it back finally"
"THE UNITED STATES IS BASED ON LIES..."
"LOOK AT THE HISTORY OF THE COUNTRY
...GET SOMETHING FOR NOTHING"
"EVEN AS A BOY, YOU KNOW
I NEVER HAD THE SLIGHTEST INTEREST IN
AMERICAN HISTORY, NEVER, YOU KNOW
I KNEW SOMETHING WAS ROTTEN IN DENMARK
YOU KNOW..."
"THIS IS ALL WONDERFUL NEWS..."
Bobby Fischer - His hatred for Jews
http://youtube.com/watch?v=M_11Cdxvtfo
CLAIMS HIS REAL FATHER WAS PAUL NEMENYI
A HUNGARIAN PHYSICIST ATOM BOMB DEVELOPER
Bobby Fischer - His childhood
BY qwasertt
http://youtube.com/watch?v=cry_skzgMps
Bobby Fischer - Self-Hating Jewish Chessmaster
By 1jihad
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DbtWuwQX8Is
Bobby Fischer Tells the Truth & nothing But the Truth
by SYPHONAPTERA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QryuMf8qZ0g
Bobby Fischer and the jews: Interview 1999,Philippine Radio
by volcovern25
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9am22ZpNgYU
====================
QUOTE FROM EXCHANGES:
====================
it's not easy to be a genius.Not easy to be free.Rest in peace,mr.Fischer.
madbcc (9 hours ago)
nutcase. lol
BiggyBollocks (13 hours ago)
Love him or hate him he's right that the Jews run America.
punknpale (21 hours ago)
His Right Jews are evil.....
ilferrari (1 day ago)
Fischer did not use the word 'ni99ers', he said 'murderers'
volcovern25 (19 hours ago)
Thank you for the remark
ilferrari (1 day ago)
Aside from his ranting against the Jews, it does seem like he got
royally screwed over by the people handling his storage.
sullaofroma (1 day ago)
Completely nuts, but funny.
Bobby Fischer by BIll Wall
http://www.geocities.com/siliconvalley/lab/7378/fischer.htm
How FBI Hounded Chess King
http://www.ishipress.com/bobbystory.htm
Life is Not a Board Game
Peter Nicholas and Clea Benson The Philadelphia Inquirer Sat, Feb. 08, 2003
http://www.chessmaniac.com/Bobby_Fischer/Bobby_Fischer_Articles35.shtm
Anti-Israel Hate Speech by Amir Abdel Malik Ali
by standwithus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtuCk6BDZSU
Everything You Always Wanted To Know About
The Middle East Conflict But Were Never Told
http://www.vaticanassassins.org/mideast_conflict.htm
Bali Micro Nuke - Lack of Radiation Confuses "Experts"
http://homepage.ntlworld.com/steveseymour/nuke/bali_micro_nuke.htm
THERE ARE CLAIMS THAT MICRONUKES HAD BEEN USED IN SUCH PLACES AS
BALI, INDONESIA, BAM, IRAN ALSO ACHEH, SUMATRA QUAKE???!!!
September 11, 2001 Revisited: Act III
http://www.davesweb.cnchost.com/nwsltr69b.html
September 11, 2001 Revisited: Act III
http://www.davesweb.cnchost.com/nwsltr69.html
The Israel Lobby and U.S. Foreign Policy
By John J. Mearsheimer and Stephen Walt
Working Paper Number:RWP06-011
http://ksgnotes1.harvard.edu/Research/wpaper.nsf/rwp/RWP06-011
Judaic Communism: The Soviet Union and Beyond
by YourFutureNews
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ydtWcB8R3aA
The Israel Lobby
John Mearsheimer and Stephen Walt
http://www.lrb.co.uk/v28/n06/mear01_.html
======================
EXISTENTIALISM & CAMUS
======================
The very first Camus written work I read was this short story
The Guest in our English literature class at the Ateneo.
http://www.braungardt.com/Literature/Camus/Guest.htm
The Guest
by Albert Camus. Translated by Justin O'Brien
SAME NOVEL
http://www.cis.vt.edu/modernworld/d/guest.html
Is it ACCIDENTAL or by CHANCE that this story deals with
Algerian Arabs & Muslims & I reverted to ISLAAM???
Camus was born in MONDOVI NOT ORAN as I wrongly remarked
I think... Oran was the setting of his novel...
Saturday, January 19, 2008
24th POST
Just finished watching "Dark City" in CH23, sci-fi type
Science Fiction I believe is the best mind-stretching genre
of available literary creation. As an undergrad I learned more from reading
short story sci-fi than from eye-tiring verbose thick novels.
It really stretches your imagination & exercises one's capacity
for mental projection/extension...
"Imagination is more powerful than knowledge.
"Higit na makapangyarihan ang imahinasyon kaysa sa kaalaman."
I wanted to report to the readers that Robert James FIscher
the American chess legend just passed away. The BBC news reported he had been
suffering from an illness. of course as a "true-blue" COnspiratorial
Theorist I'm suspicious of the circumstances of his death...
I originally intended to contact Fischer personally & interview him
about a lot of things & not just chess & post his replies in a special blog
dedicated to the game of chess... So bye-bye to my plan... Bye Bye Bobby F...
Fischer was close to Philippine chess personalities & trusted them. Though an
extremely difficult person to deal with, I believe he would have been open
to someone like me from this archipelago... He also used to wear
speciallly designed "batik" shirt from Indonesia I think...
Fischer I believe was a brutally honest person... My kind of person...
Once he was offered to promote a product, it is said he rejected the advertisement
despite the fee simply because he really did not use the product!
Diretso Bruno!!! Tapos ang bola-bola!
Ask yourselves: What happened to Bobby Fischer?...
Why would such a "legend" who had done so much for the U.S. & the so-called
"Free World" at the height of the so-called "Cold War" finally
fall from grace with the U.S. government??? I'll let the reader do some
Internet research about the last few years of Fischer's life - rematch
with Spassky in Yugoslavia, problems with U.S. authorities, marriage to a
Japanese woman... etc.
To Muslims: Fischer was "all praises" for the 911 WTC tragedy,
meaning, he bought the "orthodox interpretation" that Arab Muslims
did it... & not the MOSSAD... I'm so sorry for him... I wonder if he
ever got into contact with Muslims in New York...
Though it is widely claimed that his mother was a Jew
[Look at some of his pictures - heavily bearded... He could pass off
for the late Sheikh Yassin of Palestine!] He was friendly to
the Syrian Grandmaster Yasser Seirawan I believe because he once acted
as Fischer's second.
Fischer was really furious at Jews & I actually saw & heard some of his tirades
in the youtube... Maybe they've removed these but he was REALLY VERY VERY
ANGRY at the Jews... CURSING them publicly...
Ask yourself dear reader, why should someone
whose IQ is supergenius level [Indeed, he exhibited this caliber in his
own turf Sample: completely demolished (6-0) fellow GRANDmasters
If I'm not misinformed, even once gave a grandmaster rook odds (partidang
rook!) & beat him in blitz chess!!!].. why should someone Jewish
disclaim his link or totally disengage himself from them...
why would someone like Bobby Fischer get mad at the Jews...
There must have been, there must be a GOOD reason!
This tells on, tells something about the U.S. GOVERNMENT...
TO be continued
Science Fiction I believe is the best mind-stretching genre
of available literary creation. As an undergrad I learned more from reading
short story sci-fi than from eye-tiring verbose thick novels.
It really stretches your imagination & exercises one's capacity
for mental projection/extension...
"Imagination is more powerful than knowledge.
"Higit na makapangyarihan ang imahinasyon kaysa sa kaalaman."
I wanted to report to the readers that Robert James FIscher
the American chess legend just passed away. The BBC news reported he had been
suffering from an illness. of course as a "true-blue" COnspiratorial
Theorist I'm suspicious of the circumstances of his death...
I originally intended to contact Fischer personally & interview him
about a lot of things & not just chess & post his replies in a special blog
dedicated to the game of chess... So bye-bye to my plan... Bye Bye Bobby F...
Fischer was close to Philippine chess personalities & trusted them. Though an
extremely difficult person to deal with, I believe he would have been open
to someone like me from this archipelago... He also used to wear
speciallly designed "batik" shirt from Indonesia I think...
Fischer I believe was a brutally honest person... My kind of person...
Once he was offered to promote a product, it is said he rejected the advertisement
despite the fee simply because he really did not use the product!
Diretso Bruno!!! Tapos ang bola-bola!
Ask yourselves: What happened to Bobby Fischer?...
Why would such a "legend" who had done so much for the U.S. & the so-called
"Free World" at the height of the so-called "Cold War" finally
fall from grace with the U.S. government??? I'll let the reader do some
Internet research about the last few years of Fischer's life - rematch
with Spassky in Yugoslavia, problems with U.S. authorities, marriage to a
Japanese woman... etc.
To Muslims: Fischer was "all praises" for the 911 WTC tragedy,
meaning, he bought the "orthodox interpretation" that Arab Muslims
did it... & not the MOSSAD... I'm so sorry for him... I wonder if he
ever got into contact with Muslims in New York...
Though it is widely claimed that his mother was a Jew
[Look at some of his pictures - heavily bearded... He could pass off
for the late Sheikh Yassin of Palestine!] He was friendly to
the Syrian Grandmaster Yasser Seirawan I believe because he once acted
as Fischer's second.
Fischer was really furious at Jews & I actually saw & heard some of his tirades
in the youtube... Maybe they've removed these but he was REALLY VERY VERY
ANGRY at the Jews... CURSING them publicly...
Ask yourself dear reader, why should someone
whose IQ is supergenius level [Indeed, he exhibited this caliber in his
own turf Sample: completely demolished (6-0) fellow GRANDmasters
If I'm not misinformed, even once gave a grandmaster rook odds (partidang
rook!) & beat him in blitz chess!!!].. why should someone Jewish
disclaim his link or totally disengage himself from them...
why would someone like Bobby Fischer get mad at the Jews...
There must have been, there must be a GOOD reason!
This tells on, tells something about the U.S. GOVERNMENT...
TO be continued
Friday, January 18, 2008
23? POST
January 19, 2008
If my condition/health does not improve, either one of these will have to go,
my cold/fever or ME!
Presently munching on "ampaw" [sticky puffed rice] very cheap yet delicious 'junk' food
It's "addictive". Do they put something in food to make it addictive so that the first taste
is followed by the compulsion to keep consuming it?
"Sultan Usman" of Quiapo told me last new year's eve he believed for every gallon or drum of toyo/soy sauce anti-Muslim manufacturers mix in one kilo of ground pork & that's why it is so delicious!!! HAR HAR!] Am reminded of my late father who told me a story about one ampaw vendor in their place in Tondo whom he recognized as a robber/thief masquerading - ampaw ampaw yun pala magnanakaw! This is an excellent "fart food" better than kamote!
News items about Batangas... Zambales... Hmmm... why the choice of places... There are lots of 'reportable/newsworthy" events/incidents everyday any/everywhere.... but whichever get chosen for the MEDIA? According to CONSTHEO neWs are made and presented to MASSES with a particular objective/target audience state/frame of mind to elicit/trigger (to alarm/shock people, keep them pleasantly informed or agitated or vexed.... The decision ultimately falls on those "manipulators"...
CALAUAG, Quezon province late 1930's
My late aunt when her father died in 1935? due to pneumonia was forced to stop schooling
& became the family bread winner. Her father (my maternal grandfather) was a SORBETERo
who made & vended ice cream just like the ones we see with bright "Mexican" style "karo" or cart. He travelled to distant places like BACOLOD, towns in Quezon, even Zambales? to do business... I had been told even the first ice cream vendors in UP Diliman campus in the 1950's were from Batangas... My late aunt used to relate to me how good/nice her father was - that he never/seldom showed negative emotions like anger or irritation (Definitely UNLIKE any of us descendants... "Saints or Heroes" do not necessarily sire saints/heroes.) More about saints & Heroes later...
I believe he was bed-ridden before dying (Pneumonia can still kill... I've been stricken by it several times When I was in Saudi I also fell ill but was lucky the cure/medicine (was available... I just asked my good friends to buy it for me & I recovered quickly... Her father told her to just act as father/big brother over her two younger sisters (My mother is the youngest). It must have been a very sad "DRAMATIC" event - to be told by your dying father to take his place and take good care of the rest of your family! Thus she was "FORCED by circumstances" to seek a well-paying job in MANILA... [But still a less noble motivation she told me once was that she also wanted to "eat delicious food" Kumain ng masarap... that's why she sought the good fortune in the metropolis]
She ended up with the PMC or Procter & Gamble... [Her uncle was also a dealer of SINGER sewing machines... I'm relating this to show that these originally American companies must have known us since the 1930's I'm quite sure they already had dossiers of their employees...]
My aunt was tasked to promote P&G's products in different provinces. She covered Pampanga
When WW2 broke out she was covering Quezon province & was about to proceed to Bicol & Visayas...
I'm not sure when this event happened but my estimate is that it was sometime 1936-1939...
She was in Calauag Quezon & staying in a house as boarder or transient... One bright moonlit night it was around 9:00 in the evening... She just arrived with a heavy sack of P&G products.
Her house was a walking distance from the train station... So she paid a young boy or binatilyo
to carry her merchandise. When she was at the gate of the house the dog was barking angrily
at the boy. So she paid the boy & told him to just leave the sack which she pulled by herself to the house that was located a few meters from the gate... Unknown to her, her landlady was in the veranda (BATANGAN TAGALOG: "SULAMBI") watching her arrival & approach... When she got close her landlady asked her: SINO YUNG KASAMA MONG LALAKI?... NI HINDI MAN LANG KINAHULAN NG ASO?... She replied it was a kargador boy whom she just paid at the gate. But her landlady insisted, "Hindi... Yung naka BALANGGOT (A native hat)... giving a complete physical description of the "man who accompanied her some distance"... She immediately realized: ANG TATAY KO HO! (That was my father!) But her father had long been dead! The landlady could not have known him since my aunt never related anything to her about him!...
[I'm allowing now the possibility that she could have been 'Set Up' but this is TOO REMOTE a possibility given the other ghost stories she told me... I'm "theorizing" now: Can it be that the spirit or subtle essence of a dead person remain on the earth's surface for some time??? But do clothing matter have also spirit?
But according to ISLAAM spirits of dead people do not roam around - that we go straight to the BARZAKH...
But this is in ISLAAM. What about those from other religions who believe in roaming spirits?
My aunt could have created & projected a protective ultimately mental image of her guarding father that was seen by another person... [READ Gurdjieff & Ouspensky's In Search of the Miraculous]
THOSE WHO ARE TRULY IN THE KNOW SHOULD BE ABLE TO EXPLAIN THIS INCIDENT...
But really I have not met MUSLIMS with GENUINE knowledge of the OCCULT/MYSTICAL I believe these people are the TRUE BELIEVERS.
NOTE OF ADVICE TO MUSLIM MORO READERS: YUNG MGA NAKAKAALAM NG ACTUAL STEP-BY=STEP RELIGIOUS PROCEDURE NG PARRANG SABBIL - SILA ANG MGA TUNAY NA MUJAHIDEEN... MERON TALAGA NITO. Instituted/Institutionalized
in such places as ACHEH, SUMATRA & SULU... ANG HINDI KO LANG ALAM EH KUNG NA-ITAGO O NA-PRESERVE PA NG MGA SULUANOS - NOT NECESSARILY TAUSUGS...
ADDENDUM:
THE NAME of the lady friend was "MISS FILETEO". My aunt narrowly escaped the Kempeitai were it not for her father's 'dream whisper" to her mother!
THE READER SHOULD REALIZE BY NOW WHY I SIMPLY CANNOT BE A MATERIALIST-ATHEIST...
NEXT: Few more tales before change of topic
If my condition/health does not improve, either one of these will have to go,
my cold/fever or ME!
Presently munching on "ampaw" [sticky puffed rice] very cheap yet delicious 'junk' food
It's "addictive". Do they put something in food to make it addictive so that the first taste
is followed by the compulsion to keep consuming it?
"Sultan Usman" of Quiapo told me last new year's eve he believed for every gallon or drum of toyo/soy sauce anti-Muslim manufacturers mix in one kilo of ground pork & that's why it is so delicious!!! HAR HAR!] Am reminded of my late father who told me a story about one ampaw vendor in their place in Tondo whom he recognized as a robber/thief masquerading - ampaw ampaw yun pala magnanakaw! This is an excellent "fart food" better than kamote!
News items about Batangas... Zambales... Hmmm... why the choice of places... There are lots of 'reportable/newsworthy" events/incidents everyday any/everywhere.... but whichever get chosen for the MEDIA? According to CONSTHEO neWs are made and presented to MASSES with a particular objective/target audience state/frame of mind to elicit/trigger (to alarm/shock people, keep them pleasantly informed or agitated or vexed.... The decision ultimately falls on those "manipulators"...
CALAUAG, Quezon province late 1930's
My late aunt when her father died in 1935? due to pneumonia was forced to stop schooling
& became the family bread winner. Her father (my maternal grandfather) was a SORBETERo
who made & vended ice cream just like the ones we see with bright "Mexican" style "karo" or cart. He travelled to distant places like BACOLOD, towns in Quezon, even Zambales? to do business... I had been told even the first ice cream vendors in UP Diliman campus in the 1950's were from Batangas... My late aunt used to relate to me how good/nice her father was - that he never/seldom showed negative emotions like anger or irritation (Definitely UNLIKE any of us descendants... "Saints or Heroes" do not necessarily sire saints/heroes.) More about saints & Heroes later...
I believe he was bed-ridden before dying (Pneumonia can still kill... I've been stricken by it several times When I was in Saudi I also fell ill but was lucky the cure/medicine (was available... I just asked my good friends to buy it for me & I recovered quickly... Her father told her to just act as father/big brother over her two younger sisters (My mother is the youngest). It must have been a very sad "DRAMATIC" event - to be told by your dying father to take his place and take good care of the rest of your family! Thus she was "FORCED by circumstances" to seek a well-paying job in MANILA... [But still a less noble motivation she told me once was that she also wanted to "eat delicious food" Kumain ng masarap... that's why she sought the good fortune in the metropolis]
She ended up with the PMC or Procter & Gamble... [Her uncle was also a dealer of SINGER sewing machines... I'm relating this to show that these originally American companies must have known us since the 1930's I'm quite sure they already had dossiers of their employees...]
My aunt was tasked to promote P&G's products in different provinces. She covered Pampanga
When WW2 broke out she was covering Quezon province & was about to proceed to Bicol & Visayas...
I'm not sure when this event happened but my estimate is that it was sometime 1936-1939...
She was in Calauag Quezon & staying in a house as boarder or transient... One bright moonlit night it was around 9:00 in the evening... She just arrived with a heavy sack of P&G products.
Her house was a walking distance from the train station... So she paid a young boy or binatilyo
to carry her merchandise. When she was at the gate of the house the dog was barking angrily
at the boy. So she paid the boy & told him to just leave the sack which she pulled by herself to the house that was located a few meters from the gate... Unknown to her, her landlady was in the veranda (BATANGAN TAGALOG: "SULAMBI") watching her arrival & approach... When she got close her landlady asked her: SINO YUNG KASAMA MONG LALAKI?... NI HINDI MAN LANG KINAHULAN NG ASO?... She replied it was a kargador boy whom she just paid at the gate. But her landlady insisted, "Hindi... Yung naka BALANGGOT (A native hat)... giving a complete physical description of the "man who accompanied her some distance"... She immediately realized: ANG TATAY KO HO! (That was my father!) But her father had long been dead! The landlady could not have known him since my aunt never related anything to her about him!...
[I'm allowing now the possibility that she could have been 'Set Up' but this is TOO REMOTE a possibility given the other ghost stories she told me... I'm "theorizing" now: Can it be that the spirit or subtle essence of a dead person remain on the earth's surface for some time??? But do clothing matter have also spirit?
But according to ISLAAM spirits of dead people do not roam around - that we go straight to the BARZAKH...
But this is in ISLAAM. What about those from other religions who believe in roaming spirits?
My aunt could have created & projected a protective ultimately mental image of her guarding father that was seen by another person... [READ Gurdjieff & Ouspensky's In Search of the Miraculous]
THOSE WHO ARE TRULY IN THE KNOW SHOULD BE ABLE TO EXPLAIN THIS INCIDENT...
But really I have not met MUSLIMS with GENUINE knowledge of the OCCULT/MYSTICAL I believe these people are the TRUE BELIEVERS.
NOTE OF ADVICE TO MUSLIM MORO READERS: YUNG MGA NAKAKAALAM NG ACTUAL STEP-BY=STEP RELIGIOUS PROCEDURE NG PARRANG SABBIL - SILA ANG MGA TUNAY NA MUJAHIDEEN... MERON TALAGA NITO. Instituted/Institutionalized
in such places as ACHEH, SUMATRA & SULU... ANG HINDI KO LANG ALAM EH KUNG NA-ITAGO O NA-PRESERVE PA NG MGA SULUANOS - NOT NECESSARILY TAUSUGS...
ADDENDUM:
THE NAME of the lady friend was "MISS FILETEO". My aunt narrowly escaped the Kempeitai were it not for her father's 'dream whisper" to her mother!
THE READER SHOULD REALIZE BY NOW WHY I SIMPLY CANNOT BE A MATERIALIST-ATHEIST...
NEXT: Few more tales before change of topic
Thursday, January 17, 2008
SANHEDRIN
Suffering from cold/fever... bird flu?
Just made a VERY PERSONAL comment on luwaran.com after my temper/blood pressure was unnecessarily raised by a Channel 2 news item showing my last or family name... The SANHEDRIN does not want to leave me alone... Checked on the wikipedia they removed the item claiming the Lopez family has a male member married to a JEWESS!!! This TV station I have noticed is guilty of so many crimes: Promoting white skins: MESTIZOS/MESTIZAS... Culturally demeaning noontime TV shows... Even PEDOPHILES favorites!!! HAR! But I warn the reader: Do not choose between Ch2 or Ch 7 THEY ARE BOTH ZIONIST CONTROLLED!!! Is it CHAMBA that their evening news are only seconds apart or sometinmese simultaneous. According to conspiracy theories that is how one grabs the attention of the stupid masses: Present two alternatives BOTH of which you control!!! Wonder why CH11 "broke away" from GMA 7?...
What is the significance of the FETUSES being dumped all over - including MALACANANG! One time it was the Quiapo Church! I believe this has something to do with the JEWS... They use children & blood for their devil magic ceremonies! In fact I believe I including my mother & other family members??? we had been the VICTIMS of JEWISH MAGIC! My mother has a big belly... BUT I REVERTED TO ISLAAM THRU GOD's MERCY! THAT THEY DID NOT FORESEE!!! Muslims have told me that it is prophesied that the JEWS will all be gathered in one place where GOD will destroy them! Even a stone/rock will tell on them if they hide behind these!!! Can you imagine an inanimate ROCK/STONE/BATO "talking"???!!! THE JEWS KNOW THESE.. All these TROUBLEs all over the GLOBE - the wars conflict etc. NOW the INTELLIGENT people will finally find out the TRUTH...
Weren't they warned to eat salt & speak the TRUTH?...
I AM WARNING THEM: LEAVE ME ALONE OR ELSE...
Just made a VERY PERSONAL comment on luwaran.com after my temper/blood pressure was unnecessarily raised by a Channel 2 news item showing my last or family name... The SANHEDRIN does not want to leave me alone... Checked on the wikipedia they removed the item claiming the Lopez family has a male member married to a JEWESS!!! This TV station I have noticed is guilty of so many crimes: Promoting white skins: MESTIZOS/MESTIZAS... Culturally demeaning noontime TV shows... Even PEDOPHILES favorites!!! HAR! But I warn the reader: Do not choose between Ch2 or Ch 7 THEY ARE BOTH ZIONIST CONTROLLED!!! Is it CHAMBA that their evening news are only seconds apart or sometinmese simultaneous. According to conspiracy theories that is how one grabs the attention of the stupid masses: Present two alternatives BOTH of which you control!!! Wonder why CH11 "broke away" from GMA 7?...
What is the significance of the FETUSES being dumped all over - including MALACANANG! One time it was the Quiapo Church! I believe this has something to do with the JEWS... They use children & blood for their devil magic ceremonies! In fact I believe I including my mother & other family members??? we had been the VICTIMS of JEWISH MAGIC! My mother has a big belly... BUT I REVERTED TO ISLAAM THRU GOD's MERCY! THAT THEY DID NOT FORESEE!!! Muslims have told me that it is prophesied that the JEWS will all be gathered in one place where GOD will destroy them! Even a stone/rock will tell on them if they hide behind these!!! Can you imagine an inanimate ROCK/STONE/BATO "talking"???!!! THE JEWS KNOW THESE.. All these TROUBLEs all over the GLOBE - the wars conflict etc. NOW the INTELLIGENT people will finally find out the TRUTH...
Weren't they warned to eat salt & speak the TRUTH?...
I AM WARNING THEM: LEAVE ME ALONE OR ELSE...
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
New ghoststory
January 17, 2007
During the Japanese Occupation? or shortly before the 1940's war started,
my (eldest, now deceased) maternal aunt - the good friend of Americans, was
working with the PMC [= Procter & Gamble, now owned by the British Unilever
=(PRC) if I'm not mistaken] as promo girl. There was already STAR margarine,
CAMAY soap, etc then.
She was staying in Manila at a certain place which address was mentioned
some weeks back by my other aunt. I remember my 1st aunt related to me: in that
house they had a shortwave radio and well-known personalities visited it - including
a certain "General Lim" - The General after whom Camp Vicente Lim in Laguna was named???.
It must have been a secret meeting place for anti-Japanese resistance or guerillas
whatever. But I know my aunt never worked as a guerilla. She had a lady friend there
whose name I've forgotten.
Back in their home in Batangas, one night my LOLA (her mother) dreamt of her husband
(who died about 1935?) whispering to her ear (in Batangan Tagalog: NAPAARAP NA BINULUNGAN DAW SIYA): "KAUNIN MO NA SI SALUD" Repeatedly. (KAUNIN = SUNDOIN or FETCH). So what my LOLA did was to relate this to her brother who made arrangements to hire a car and he fetched my aunt from that place. The story goes that even as they were already near Cuenca Batangas, they almost fell into a ravine because the bridge had been destroyed (by plane bombs?) - Possibly this is the same bridge that is currently under repair/construction berfore one reaches Cuenca... (If this is the case then this event must have been at the start of the war and not "liberation" time. Not long afterwards, that house in Manila
was raided by the Japanese (Kempeitai?) and everyone staying there was arrested including
her lady friend. This lady friend my aunt also saw in a dream wearing a white dress with
her hair flowing... After the war ended she went back to the place. She met the lady's
mother who tearfully related to her what had happened - her friend was brought to Fort Santiago where she was tortured to death (breasts slashed...), suspected as an anti-Japanese fighter.
So what is the difference of these dreams from those related even in the Bible that
happened to prophets, holy men... I simply cannot take these for granted for these
are signs that there is more to this world than MATTER...
NEXT: CALAUAG ghost story
During the Japanese Occupation? or shortly before the 1940's war started,
my (eldest, now deceased) maternal aunt - the good friend of Americans, was
working with the PMC [= Procter & Gamble, now owned by the British Unilever
=(PRC) if I'm not mistaken] as promo girl. There was already STAR margarine,
CAMAY soap, etc then.
She was staying in Manila at a certain place which address was mentioned
some weeks back by my other aunt. I remember my 1st aunt related to me: in that
house they had a shortwave radio and well-known personalities visited it - including
a certain "General Lim" - The General after whom Camp Vicente Lim in Laguna was named???.
It must have been a secret meeting place for anti-Japanese resistance or guerillas
whatever. But I know my aunt never worked as a guerilla. She had a lady friend there
whose name I've forgotten.
Back in their home in Batangas, one night my LOLA (her mother) dreamt of her husband
(who died about 1935?) whispering to her ear (in Batangan Tagalog: NAPAARAP NA BINULUNGAN DAW SIYA): "KAUNIN MO NA SI SALUD" Repeatedly. (KAUNIN = SUNDOIN or FETCH). So what my LOLA did was to relate this to her brother who made arrangements to hire a car and he fetched my aunt from that place. The story goes that even as they were already near Cuenca Batangas, they almost fell into a ravine because the bridge had been destroyed (by plane bombs?) - Possibly this is the same bridge that is currently under repair/construction berfore one reaches Cuenca... (If this is the case then this event must have been at the start of the war and not "liberation" time. Not long afterwards, that house in Manila
was raided by the Japanese (Kempeitai?) and everyone staying there was arrested including
her lady friend. This lady friend my aunt also saw in a dream wearing a white dress with
her hair flowing... After the war ended she went back to the place. She met the lady's
mother who tearfully related to her what had happened - her friend was brought to Fort Santiago where she was tortured to death (breasts slashed...), suspected as an anti-Japanese fighter.
So what is the difference of these dreams from those related even in the Bible that
happened to prophets, holy men... I simply cannot take these for granted for these
are signs that there is more to this world than MATTER...
NEXT: CALAUAG ghost story
Monday, January 14, 2008
TIKBALANG?
January 15, 2007
My past story about the unknown animal that crossed the road - My aunt told me it appeared or her impression was that it had a dog's body with a horse's head! Though it was midnight the road was lighted if I'm not mistaken...
During Japanese occupation time, they "hid" in what is now my property in "MANUKAN" their house built at the bottom of an "AGBANG". They relate to me that they were toyed with or played upon by "TIKBALANG" - their cupboard gave out sounds of broken dishes, sounds of wood/trees being cut at night. The worst was their bamboo slat floor was played with - the sound of a stick sweeping thru the slatted floor. Because of this one of my distant aunts (cousins of my maternal aunts) suffered NERBIYOS & transferred to QUEZON province! They claim my lOLA became asthmatic after she cursed or hurled insults at that unseen being - She shouted GERARI DER (Get out of there)... Several still living persons (five 5) may be interviewed or may attest regarding these events in the 1940's... E.T.? NOTE: A materialist can believe in ET's But to claim these are ghosts or spirits would be an entirely new ballgame... QUESTION: Do ET's have souls/spirits?
My past story about the unknown animal that crossed the road - My aunt told me it appeared or her impression was that it had a dog's body with a horse's head! Though it was midnight the road was lighted if I'm not mistaken...
During Japanese occupation time, they "hid" in what is now my property in "MANUKAN" their house built at the bottom of an "AGBANG". They relate to me that they were toyed with or played upon by "TIKBALANG" - their cupboard gave out sounds of broken dishes, sounds of wood/trees being cut at night. The worst was their bamboo slat floor was played with - the sound of a stick sweeping thru the slatted floor. Because of this one of my distant aunts (cousins of my maternal aunts) suffered NERBIYOS & transferred to QUEZON province! They claim my lOLA became asthmatic after she cursed or hurled insults at that unseen being - She shouted GERARI DER (Get out of there)... Several still living persons (five 5) may be interviewed or may attest regarding these events in the 1940's... E.T.? NOTE: A materialist can believe in ET's But to claim these are ghosts or spirits would be an entirely new ballgame... QUESTION: Do ET's have souls/spirits?
Friday, January 11, 2008
18th POST SAKAY
"PHILIPPINE" STUDIES
MACARIO DE LEON SAKAY (1870-1907)
ANOTHER "VICTIM OF HISTORY"
THE RIGHTFUL HEIR (I.E. THE TRUE SUCCESSOR-LEADER) of the
"unfinished revolution" initiated by Andres Bonifacio was his
fellow TAGALOG MACARIO SAKAY.
I remember when I was still a teenager sporting long hair (not
to keep in fashion but out of sheer laziness to get a haircut!)
my grandmother & "grandaunt" would comment: "Kawangki mo na si Sakay."
They related to me that when they were still young they would flee whenever
they heard the sounds of horses' hoofs - the group of Sakay...
They also related that the Americans (including blacks/negroes???)
rode on big horses. But now I wonder if the "bandits" they saw were really Sakay & his men because according to the literature the Americans & its native force the Constabulary created fake "Sakays" to discredit the real one.
Just like today, there are real ASGs, MNLFs, MILFs, NPAs etc and there are fake ones...
When faced by a certain group, one should ask: which one are you, the real ASG/NPA?
or the gov't. ASG/NPA? U.S. ASG/NPA? RUSSIAN ASG/NPA? BRITISH ASG/NPA?
Some other third-force-controlled entity??? I don't mind any group or any ideology for
as long as it is/they are GENUINE...
EXAMINE THE ACCOMPANYING PHOTO TAKEN FROM ONE OF THE LINKS BELOW.
PHOTO COURTESY OF BIBINGKA.COM 9unsure)
Sakay & De Vega were hanged as bandits (tulisanes). Montalan later got married to a rich Chinese businessman's daughter in Palawan & prospered.
Am not sure if Villafuerte is related to some politicians with the same surname.
NOTE VERY VERY WELL:
SAKAY was an ORIGINAL TONDO KATIPUNERO associated with the SUPREMO Bonifacio himself. He also served as adjutant to Emilio Jacinto & was tasked to distribute the
revolutionary newspaper KALAYAAN... He was a CORE MEMBER of the KATIPUNAN!!!
MORE RIGHTFUL LEADER than AGUINALDO!!!
In the picture, Francisco Carreon clearly appears as the "right-hand man' of Sakay.
If I'm not mistaken Carreon was a member of the SUPREME COUNCIL (Kataastaasang Konseho) of the Katipunan!
Meaning he was not an ordinary guy!!! And yet he was just the right hand man of Sakay!!!
AND PLEASE PLEEZ NOTE THEY ARE WEARING SHOES! MILITARY BOOTS FOR THAT MATTER!
I can still remember in Batangas as a child I still met people both young & old
who could not even afford to buy/wear bakya or wooden clogs, much less slippers (Today's FLIP FLOPS!).
In short these men were no mere criminals but highly organized freedom-fighters!!!
So all these people getting killed & shown in 2007 Philippine MEDIA as "criminals"
ARE THEY REALLY CRIMINALS???
Sometimes the evil thought comes to my mind to punish both the oppressor & the oppressed
Why don't I exploit today's stupid generation & organize a well-publicized revolutionary
group part of whose mission is to seek damages/reparations from the U.S. government
for their unjust treatment of SAKAY. This would be worth millions of dollars & I need
not earn my daily bread!!! (Of course, less ambitious than creating a religious cult!!! HAR!
But all this is just another pipe-dream.. HO-HUM...
SAKAY LINKS
http://www.bibingka.com/phg/sakay/default.htm
http://www.globalpinoy.com/ch/ch_category.php?category=heroes&name=Macario%20Sakay&table=ch_heroes&startpage=16&endpage=30
"Macario Sakay established and led the revolutionary group “Tagalog Republic.”
He was the reason why after the arrest of Aguinaldo in 1901,
the Filipinos insurgency against the Americans continued."
http://firstfilipino.blogspot.com/2007/09/macario-sakay.html
* 1st Filipino President of the Tagalog Republic, Katagalugan (1902)
THIS I BELIEVE IS THE TRUTH! HE WAS THE FIRST PRESIDENT OF
THE TAGALOG REPUBLIC...
QUOTE
“Filipinas, farewell! Long live the Republic and may our independence
be born in the future!”
1906 NY TIMES REPORT OF SAKAY's SURRENDER
http://query.nytimes.com/gst/abstract.html?res=9E0CE0DC173EE733A25752C2A9619C946797D6CF
OR SEARCH THEIR ARCHIVES FOR "SAKAY" THERE WERE TWO REPORTS: 1904 ABOUT SAKAY'S DEATH & 1906 SAKAY'S CAPTURE !!! HE WAS KILLED FIRST BEFORE BEING CAPTURED!!! HAR! HAR!
MACARIO DE LEON SAKAY (1870-1907)
ANOTHER "VICTIM OF HISTORY"
THE RIGHTFUL HEIR (I.E. THE TRUE SUCCESSOR-LEADER) of the
"unfinished revolution" initiated by Andres Bonifacio was his
fellow TAGALOG MACARIO SAKAY.
I remember when I was still a teenager sporting long hair (not
to keep in fashion but out of sheer laziness to get a haircut!)
my grandmother & "grandaunt" would comment: "Kawangki mo na si Sakay."
They related to me that when they were still young they would flee whenever
they heard the sounds of horses' hoofs - the group of Sakay...
They also related that the Americans (including blacks/negroes???)
rode on big horses. But now I wonder if the "bandits" they saw were really Sakay & his men because according to the literature the Americans & its native force the Constabulary created fake "Sakays" to discredit the real one.
Just like today, there are real ASGs, MNLFs, MILFs, NPAs etc and there are fake ones...
When faced by a certain group, one should ask: which one are you, the real ASG/NPA?
or the gov't. ASG/NPA? U.S. ASG/NPA? RUSSIAN ASG/NPA? BRITISH ASG/NPA?
Some other third-force-controlled entity??? I don't mind any group or any ideology for
as long as it is/they are GENUINE...
EXAMINE THE ACCOMPANYING PHOTO TAKEN FROM ONE OF THE LINKS BELOW.
PHOTO COURTESY OF BIBINGKA.COM 9unsure)The two men at the back are L to R:
Benito Natividad & Lucio De Vega
Front row L to R:
Julian Montalan, Francisco Carreon, Sakay & Leon Villafuerte
Benito Natividad & Lucio De Vega
Front row L to R:
Julian Montalan, Francisco Carreon, Sakay & Leon Villafuerte
Sakay & De Vega were hanged as bandits (tulisanes). Montalan later got married to a rich Chinese businessman's daughter in Palawan & prospered.
Am not sure if Villafuerte is related to some politicians with the same surname.
NOTE VERY VERY WELL:
SAKAY was an ORIGINAL TONDO KATIPUNERO associated with the SUPREMO Bonifacio himself. He also served as adjutant to Emilio Jacinto & was tasked to distribute the
revolutionary newspaper KALAYAAN... He was a CORE MEMBER of the KATIPUNAN!!!
MORE RIGHTFUL LEADER than AGUINALDO!!!
In the picture, Francisco Carreon clearly appears as the "right-hand man' of Sakay.
If I'm not mistaken Carreon was a member of the SUPREME COUNCIL (Kataastaasang Konseho) of the Katipunan!
Meaning he was not an ordinary guy!!! And yet he was just the right hand man of Sakay!!!
AND PLEASE PLEEZ NOTE THEY ARE WEARING SHOES! MILITARY BOOTS FOR THAT MATTER!
I can still remember in Batangas as a child I still met people both young & old
who could not even afford to buy/wear bakya or wooden clogs, much less slippers (Today's FLIP FLOPS!).
In short these men were no mere criminals but highly organized freedom-fighters!!!
So all these people getting killed & shown in 2007 Philippine MEDIA as "criminals"
ARE THEY REALLY CRIMINALS???
Sometimes the evil thought comes to my mind to punish both the oppressor & the oppressed
Why don't I exploit today's stupid generation & organize a well-publicized revolutionary
group part of whose mission is to seek damages/reparations from the U.S. government
for their unjust treatment of SAKAY. This would be worth millions of dollars & I need
not earn my daily bread!!! (Of course, less ambitious than creating a religious cult!!! HAR!
But all this is just another pipe-dream.. HO-HUM...
SAKAY LINKS
http://www.bibingka.com/phg/sakay/default.htm
http://www.globalpinoy.com/ch/ch_category.php?category=heroes&name=Macario%20Sakay&table=ch_heroes&startpage=16&endpage=30
"Macario Sakay established and led the revolutionary group “Tagalog Republic.”
He was the reason why after the arrest of Aguinaldo in 1901,
the Filipinos insurgency against the Americans continued."
http://firstfilipino.blogspot.com/2007/09/macario-sakay.html
* 1st Filipino President of the Tagalog Republic, Katagalugan (1902)
THIS I BELIEVE IS THE TRUTH! HE WAS THE FIRST PRESIDENT OF
THE TAGALOG REPUBLIC...
QUOTE
“Filipinas, farewell! Long live the Republic and may our independence
be born in the future!”
1906 NY TIMES REPORT OF SAKAY's SURRENDER
http://query.nytimes.com/gst/abstract.html?res=9E0CE0DC173EE733A25752C2A9619C946797D6CF
OR SEARCH THEIR ARCHIVES FOR "SAKAY" THERE WERE TWO REPORTS: 1904 ABOUT SAKAY'S DEATH & 1906 SAKAY'S CAPTURE !!! HE WAS KILLED FIRST BEFORE BEING CAPTURED!!! HAR! HAR!
Saturday, January 5, 2008
THE SUPREMO
Saturday JAN. 05, 2007
Look CLOSELY & scrutinize, memorize, whatever the facial appearance
of the person responsible for the events at the turn of the 19th-20th centuries...
Most images of Andres Bonifacio are not so accurate... They have retouched
this photo & the result shows him as looking much older...
What is my "K" in presenting this photograph of THE SUPREMO?
One might think it is all just wishful thinking on my part or simple megaloman/parano ia...
But I have some link to the man not by blood but indirectly!....
I'll relate the details later... But I need another photograph of Bonifacio's sister
Espiridiona(?) together with a foreigner who I really believe is my link to A.B.!
Something like this:
A.B. brother of E.B. who was photographed together with... & who most likely must have known Mr.... etc... who in turn is the brother of my late father!
Bonifacio's mother was a Spanish mestiza from Zambales...
A.B. was not really "PURE" Malay... See the picture of his
brother who looks more Hispanic...
Bonifacio was a genius/wizard at ORGANIZING...
Of course, the SUPREMO was a "VICTIM" of HISTORY...
He deserves better/fairer treatment from the present generation...
Obviously A.B. is one of my personal "idols" (NOT idol as in idol-worshipper)
but a fellow mortal worth admiring & emulating...
TMNP
A fellow TAGA-ILOG
Look CLOSELY & scrutinize, memorize, whatever the facial appearance
of the person responsible for the events at the turn of the 19th-20th centuries...
Most images of Andres Bonifacio are not so accurate... They have retouched
this photo & the result shows him as looking much older...
What is my "K" in presenting this photograph of THE SUPREMO?
One might think it is all just wishful thinking on my part or simple megaloman/parano ia...
But I have some link to the man not by blood but indirectly!....
I'll relate the details later... But I need another photograph of Bonifacio's sister
Espiridiona(?) together with a foreigner who I really believe is my link to A.B.!
Something like this:
A.B. brother of E.B. who was photographed together with... & who most likely must have known Mr.... etc... who in turn is the brother of my late father!
Bonifacio's mother was a Spanish mestiza from Zambales...
A.B. was not really "PURE" Malay... See the picture of his
brother who looks more Hispanic...
Bonifacio was a genius/wizard at ORGANIZING...
Of course, the SUPREMO was a "VICTIM" of HISTORY...
He deserves better/fairer treatment from the present generation...
Obviously A.B. is one of my personal "idols" (NOT idol as in idol-worshipper)
but a fellow mortal worth admiring & emulating...
TMNP
A fellow TAGA-ILOG
ANG SUPREMO
ANDRES DE CASTRO BONIFACIO(1863-1897)
SUPREMO OF THE KATIPUNAN
SECRET SOCIETY THAT INITIATED
THE 1896 PHILIPPINE REVOLUTION
AGAINST SPAIN
IMAGE SCANNED FROM THE BOOK
TEODORO AGONCILLO
REVOLT OF THE MASSES
COMPARE WITH NEWER IMAGES
THAT HAVE BEEN RETOUCHED
15th POST
Saturday Jan. 05, 2008
Unusual...
Just learned from my brother that my cousin Hermie
went last week to the province Quezon (Lopez or Hondagua
I'm not sure) for an indefinite stay... He should come
back soon for he lives alone in his house... He was the
acting "katiwala" to look over our property (my late aunt's)
& received the rental/payments... My mother told me I should
also go to Olongapo to collect/manage our property but
I told her we should just sell it even at a losing price...
I really believe there is some "mystery" as in ALINGASNGAS
as to why we can't seem to get any benefit/cash from our
properties though we are "landed" - not that BIG though...
I mean I don't really need to get employed if only I can convert my property
to CASH! Are those money lords (e.g. land bankers) manipulating
us??? If they don't stop their actions I will be forced to
declare our property in Zambales as part & parcel of the ancestral
domain of or simply BANGSAMORO territory HAR!
MOTHER in BOARDING HOUSE
My mother once related to me when she was still a high school student
in Batangas City. One night she was awakened by the howling of dogs
She saw a "ghostly" figure sitted beside a very sick little boy
sleeping on the floor...
When she related this to her mother (my Lola) my grandmother told her
because the little boy was sick, his dead mother "visited"
or checked on him... But I was told according to ISLAAM the spirits of the
dead don't roam around... These are actually JINNs taking the form of
the dead people or something... I haven't met MUSLIMS who are
truly knowledgeable about Occult/Mystical matters
2nd AUNT saw hands in the room of our house in BATANGAS
In the late 1960's or maybe before 1972 vacation time I remember my
aunt was in the room relating a ghost story to two persons I have forgotten who they were
It's the room where I usually sleep whenever I go home to Alitagtag...
We call it Kuwartong Ilaya (Northern most) & it was the master's bedroom.
In the 1950's most likely 1952+ she was sleeping inside alone on the
SOLIHIYA bed within a KULAMBO. She was awakened deep in the night
& saw two hands in the glass windowpane then the hands moved towards
her & hovered above outside the mosquito net... She immediately got up
& joined the others sleeping in the living room...
She together with a male companion also saw an unknown animal creature
that crossed the road a few meters away from them near our house in ALITAGTAG
She said it could not have been a dog, horse, carabao or any common animal
It was around 1:00 AM & they had just returned from their voting poll duties in the town plaza/school...
Could the American CIA, Vatican, or other foreign agencies be playing tricks on the
natives? & trying to study their reactions??? I'm allowing for such possibilities but because of my own personal experiences I'm more inclined to believe there are indeed "unknown mysteries" in life
Next:
-wartime 1940's LOLA TINIKBALANG She cursed it & that's why she became asthmatic
-Eldest Aunt "guarded" by her dead father (my maternal grandfather)
Unusual...
Just learned from my brother that my cousin Hermie
went last week to the province Quezon (Lopez or Hondagua
I'm not sure) for an indefinite stay... He should come
back soon for he lives alone in his house... He was the
acting "katiwala" to look over our property (my late aunt's)
& received the rental/payments... My mother told me I should
also go to Olongapo to collect/manage our property but
I told her we should just sell it even at a losing price...
I really believe there is some "mystery" as in ALINGASNGAS
as to why we can't seem to get any benefit/cash from our
properties though we are "landed" - not that BIG though...
I mean I don't really need to get employed if only I can convert my property
to CASH! Are those money lords (e.g. land bankers) manipulating
us??? If they don't stop their actions I will be forced to
declare our property in Zambales as part & parcel of the ancestral
domain of or simply BANGSAMORO territory HAR!
MOTHER in BOARDING HOUSE
My mother once related to me when she was still a high school student
in Batangas City. One night she was awakened by the howling of dogs
She saw a "ghostly" figure sitted beside a very sick little boy
sleeping on the floor...
When she related this to her mother (my Lola) my grandmother told her
because the little boy was sick, his dead mother "visited"
or checked on him... But I was told according to ISLAAM the spirits of the
dead don't roam around... These are actually JINNs taking the form of
the dead people or something... I haven't met MUSLIMS who are
truly knowledgeable about Occult/Mystical matters
2nd AUNT saw hands in the room of our house in BATANGAS
In the late 1960's or maybe before 1972 vacation time I remember my
aunt was in the room relating a ghost story to two persons I have forgotten who they were
It's the room where I usually sleep whenever I go home to Alitagtag...
We call it Kuwartong Ilaya (Northern most) & it was the master's bedroom.
In the 1950's most likely 1952+ she was sleeping inside alone on the
SOLIHIYA bed within a KULAMBO. She was awakened deep in the night
& saw two hands in the glass windowpane then the hands moved towards
her & hovered above outside the mosquito net... She immediately got up
& joined the others sleeping in the living room...
She together with a male companion also saw an unknown animal creature
that crossed the road a few meters away from them near our house in ALITAGTAG
She said it could not have been a dog, horse, carabao or any common animal
It was around 1:00 AM & they had just returned from their voting poll duties in the town plaza/school...
Could the American CIA, Vatican, or other foreign agencies be playing tricks on the
natives? & trying to study their reactions??? I'm allowing for such possibilities but because of my own personal experiences I'm more inclined to believe there are indeed "unknown mysteries" in life
Next:
-wartime 1940's LOLA TINIKBALANG She cursed it & that's why she became asthmatic
-Eldest Aunt "guarded" by her dead father (my maternal grandfather)
Thursday, January 3, 2008
15th POST REF-LOLA
Please read first my previous postings.
CONTINUATION
My father's words lingered in my mind...
Maybe that was how BAD FAITH worked...
I already understood what his words meant but my mind, my ego whatever would/could not accept the TRUTH... That evening my father & I & my best friend who lived with us
took a bus to Batangas... I was "dazed"...
The events that followed deserves a book but these are not what I want to discuss here. Those would fall under the topic BAD FAITH... This one is about ESP.
I found out or the news of my LOLA/Grandmother's death came at about 5:30-6:00PM November 26, 1976.
That very SAME DAY these were the events of/in my life:
[I was tempted to "take a risk" & challenge the readers to check for themselves the actual day corresponding to that date but I have to admit I was afraid of committing a mistake & be accused of fabricating/inventing a story - So I checked just a moment ago in some Internet
PERPETUAL CALENDARS websites what day November 26, 1976 fell.
I am/was not mistaken - that was a FRIDAY.
My fourth year high school graduating class was going on an excursion trip to the beach if I'm not mistaken & our teachers allowed us to go home early (Half-Day) to give us time to prepare for the trip. But I was not fond of going to parties or trips & I did not intend to go along.
[For this reason some of my classmates considered me a "KillJoy". I really had zero "social life". I had one or two close friends classmates/schoolmates with whom I played basketball on weekends or whom I visited in their homes. But the parties I almost always avoided. My aunt commented that I did not know how to socialize... She always told me that in Life it is not WHAT you know that really matters but WHO you know... & socializing was the means to get linked to people...
But I disliked acting or modifying my behaviour just to get along or please others... That was simply not me... If there is anything I did not really learn in school or in life it is this "SOCIALIZING"... "Do as you please"... "Act naturally"... I really HATED "scripted behaviour" & would have made a VERY BAD actor... [This is one of my initial assessment of MUSLIM's (or MOROs) behaviour that initially attracted me to them - that they were NOT PRETENTIOUS... Of course, all this "first impressions" have changed now after having met so many people.] But I'm really "sensitive" to PRETENSIONS. For me, an "artista" gives the negative connotation of 'pretender" rather an "artist" who practices ART. I can appreciate artistic drama/plays... I guess Hollywood kitsch or whatever should get the blame... I have a friend who assured me that European CULTURE [as in art, art criticism] is REAL/GENUINE & not artificial PUT-ON... that a CONNOISSEUR is not a CON man! HAR!
Camus's character Mersault's attitude in The Outsider/Stranger closely approximated my attitude... or that's why this novel "felt familiar".
I was secretly pleased at the announcement of early dismissal. That gave me all the time - I had the rest of the day to spend in our high school library with its EXCELLENT collection of books - literature, science, math, crafts etc. etc. After eating my lunch, I went to the library to spend the rest of the day. The pleasure trip was never in my mind...
I only looked forward to spending more time (about 5 hours) in the lib!. (Oftentimes lunch break was too short & in the afternoon end of class there were too many students...) I was then really FREE all by myself in the LIBRARY!
I am no longer sure if the lib closed at 4:00 or 5:00 but I believe that was 5:00PM
I normally went home by commuting. I walked all the way to Katipunan Avenue where I took a "DM" (white) or "JD" (red) bus [CUBAO-U.P. BALARA Fare then was 15 centavos or so!] & it entered UP campus through a road between UP BA & Vinzons Hall...
[It was quite a long tiring walk through the rolling terrain of Loyola Heights from the ATENEO high school to the gate & the bus stop... I passed by the Bellarmine hall, the Rizal lib. etc. But I had a technique to amuse me while walking to fight the feeling of drudgery... I usually imagined I was an anti-communist fighter pilot [the COLD WAR!] aboard a Huey helicopter & the grass I trod/walked on was the thick jungles of Vietcong-infested Vietnam... the Mekong River [images I saw in the National Geographic magazine to which my aunt had a lifetime subscription membership courtesy of her American friends.] I expected sniper fire anytime from the green thicket... I had to be quick/alert & throttled my 'copter's engines... Before long I'd be through the gate & at the waiting shed...
[Actually I can check & confirm the time by seeking through almanacs or records but anyway I'm relating the facts or TRUTH...]
It must have been past 5:00PM...
I was walking along the sidewalk/pavement near the Rizal lib approaching the gate when FOR A BRIEF MOMENT (less than 5 seconds, maybe at most 3 seconds - it was just a "split-second") I noticed on my right the lights of MARYKNOLL (that was the name then of MIRIAM COLLEGE)
(These) STRUCK ME (Imitating CAMUS's words!) - the lights were VERY GLOOMY [I repeat, that was the "FEELING" the scene/sight of the lights gave me - GLOOM, VERY GLOOMY...
I told myself or spoke to myself exactly in Tagalog "PARANG MAY PATAY"...
I am not sure if I really saw "it" there & then or I remember this only from memory or reconstructed it only from my memory [The latter would weaken the case because scientists know memory can deceive - there is false memory...)
I saw a hazy "image" of four lights surrounding a bier... In Tagalog - PANGITAIN ng BUROL ng PATAY... Then as quickly as it came it "disappeared" - the whole PANGITAIN. It turned out that the lights were the lightbulbs of a "carnival" or fair of some sort in Maryknoll/Miriam.
[Investigators can check if indeed there was a carnival or some kind of fair that date in Maryknoll...]
Again I "told myself" in Tagalog "Ay, ilaw lang pala ng perya..." I continued walking until I reached the bus stop & if I'm not mistaken rode a JD bus to Philcoa... When I reached home i don't remember the events except for that memory trace of my approaching or being beside the REF & my father speaking...
This experience I consider to be a case of ESP/PREMONITION/whatever...
Of course life is so full of mysteries & coincidences... e.g. Jung Synchronicity etc...
But I ask the READER to judge for him/herself...
My LOLA died around noon (She was eating lunch & NAHIRINAN/in Batangan Tagalog: "NALUOGAN" & asked to lie down a moment...) I'm wondering now if somebody close to me emotionally - either my mother or my grandmother herself "transmitted" that DEATH message... since I got it at around 5:00 it is possible that my mother learned about her mother's death around that time [I have not checked this] But if I'm not mistaken we already had a telephone then so she should have known much earlier unless it was by telegram... I believe someone "transmitted' to me that message or what?
How can a death premonition occur?...
I was DEEPLY EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO my grandmother...
Addendum: I asked my mother & was told she learned about it earlier by phone...]
CONTINUATION
My father's words lingered in my mind...
Maybe that was how BAD FAITH worked...
I already understood what his words meant but my mind, my ego whatever would/could not accept the TRUTH... That evening my father & I & my best friend who lived with us
took a bus to Batangas... I was "dazed"...
The events that followed deserves a book but these are not what I want to discuss here. Those would fall under the topic BAD FAITH... This one is about ESP.
I found out or the news of my LOLA/Grandmother's death came at about 5:30-6:00PM November 26, 1976.
That very SAME DAY these were the events of/in my life:
[I was tempted to "take a risk" & challenge the readers to check for themselves the actual day corresponding to that date but I have to admit I was afraid of committing a mistake & be accused of fabricating/inventing a story - So I checked just a moment ago in some Internet
PERPETUAL CALENDARS websites what day November 26, 1976 fell.
I am/was not mistaken - that was a FRIDAY.
My fourth year high school graduating class was going on an excursion trip to the beach if I'm not mistaken & our teachers allowed us to go home early (Half-Day) to give us time to prepare for the trip. But I was not fond of going to parties or trips & I did not intend to go along.
[For this reason some of my classmates considered me a "KillJoy". I really had zero "social life". I had one or two close friends classmates/schoolmates with whom I played basketball on weekends or whom I visited in their homes. But the parties I almost always avoided. My aunt commented that I did not know how to socialize... She always told me that in Life it is not WHAT you know that really matters but WHO you know... & socializing was the means to get linked to people...
But I disliked acting or modifying my behaviour just to get along or please others... That was simply not me... If there is anything I did not really learn in school or in life it is this "SOCIALIZING"... "Do as you please"... "Act naturally"... I really HATED "scripted behaviour" & would have made a VERY BAD actor... [This is one of my initial assessment of MUSLIM's (or MOROs) behaviour that initially attracted me to them - that they were NOT PRETENTIOUS... Of course, all this "first impressions" have changed now after having met so many people.] But I'm really "sensitive" to PRETENSIONS. For me, an "artista" gives the negative connotation of 'pretender" rather an "artist" who practices ART. I can appreciate artistic drama/plays... I guess Hollywood kitsch or whatever should get the blame... I have a friend who assured me that European CULTURE [as in art, art criticism] is REAL/GENUINE & not artificial PUT-ON... that a CONNOISSEUR is not a CON man! HAR!
Camus's character Mersault's attitude in The Outsider/Stranger closely approximated my attitude... or that's why this novel "felt familiar".
I was secretly pleased at the announcement of early dismissal. That gave me all the time - I had the rest of the day to spend in our high school library with its EXCELLENT collection of books - literature, science, math, crafts etc. etc. After eating my lunch, I went to the library to spend the rest of the day. The pleasure trip was never in my mind...
I only looked forward to spending more time (about 5 hours) in the lib!. (Oftentimes lunch break was too short & in the afternoon end of class there were too many students...) I was then really FREE all by myself in the LIBRARY!
I am no longer sure if the lib closed at 4:00 or 5:00 but I believe that was 5:00PM
I normally went home by commuting. I walked all the way to Katipunan Avenue where I took a "DM" (white) or "JD" (red) bus [CUBAO-U.P. BALARA Fare then was 15 centavos or so!] & it entered UP campus through a road between UP BA & Vinzons Hall...
[It was quite a long tiring walk through the rolling terrain of Loyola Heights from the ATENEO high school to the gate & the bus stop... I passed by the Bellarmine hall, the Rizal lib. etc. But I had a technique to amuse me while walking to fight the feeling of drudgery... I usually imagined I was an anti-communist fighter pilot [the COLD WAR!] aboard a Huey helicopter & the grass I trod/walked on was the thick jungles of Vietcong-infested Vietnam... the Mekong River [images I saw in the National Geographic magazine to which my aunt had a lifetime subscription membership courtesy of her American friends.] I expected sniper fire anytime from the green thicket... I had to be quick/alert & throttled my 'copter's engines... Before long I'd be through the gate & at the waiting shed...
[Actually I can check & confirm the time by seeking through almanacs or records but anyway I'm relating the facts or TRUTH...]
It must have been past 5:00PM...
I was walking along the sidewalk/pavement near the Rizal lib approaching the gate when FOR A BRIEF MOMENT (less than 5 seconds, maybe at most 3 seconds - it was just a "split-second") I noticed on my right the lights of MARYKNOLL (that was the name then of MIRIAM COLLEGE)
(These) STRUCK ME (Imitating CAMUS's words!) - the lights were VERY GLOOMY [I repeat, that was the "FEELING" the scene/sight of the lights gave me - GLOOM, VERY GLOOMY...
I told myself or spoke to myself exactly in Tagalog "PARANG MAY PATAY"...
I am not sure if I really saw "it" there & then or I remember this only from memory or reconstructed it only from my memory [The latter would weaken the case because scientists know memory can deceive - there is false memory...)
I saw a hazy "image" of four lights surrounding a bier... In Tagalog - PANGITAIN ng BUROL ng PATAY... Then as quickly as it came it "disappeared" - the whole PANGITAIN. It turned out that the lights were the lightbulbs of a "carnival" or fair of some sort in Maryknoll/Miriam.
[Investigators can check if indeed there was a carnival or some kind of fair that date in Maryknoll...]
Again I "told myself" in Tagalog "Ay, ilaw lang pala ng perya..." I continued walking until I reached the bus stop & if I'm not mistaken rode a JD bus to Philcoa... When I reached home i don't remember the events except for that memory trace of my approaching or being beside the REF & my father speaking...
This experience I consider to be a case of ESP/PREMONITION/whatever...
Of course life is so full of mysteries & coincidences... e.g. Jung Synchronicity etc...
But I ask the READER to judge for him/herself...
My LOLA died around noon (She was eating lunch & NAHIRINAN/in Batangan Tagalog: "NALUOGAN" & asked to lie down a moment...) I'm wondering now if somebody close to me emotionally - either my mother or my grandmother herself "transmitted" that DEATH message... since I got it at around 5:00 it is possible that my mother learned about her mother's death around that time [I have not checked this] But if I'm not mistaken we already had a telephone then so she should have known much earlier unless it was by telegram... I believe someone "transmitted' to me that message or what?
How can a death premonition occur?...
I was DEEPLY EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO my grandmother...
Addendum: I asked my mother & was told she learned about it earlier by phone...]
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