2nd POST 111607

Nov. 16, 2007 7:16 P.M.

Attended EIR's Michael Billington talk
& was able to ask a question but couldn't
compose my thoughts clearly/logically
so wasn't able to exploit the full opportunity

Learned that "environmentalism" & "C02
problem" are the gimmicks of some groups...

I thought: why are some people not satisfied
with their own problems/misery/happiness
& try to INVOLVE others... I am definitely
not like them because I live my life privately/
to myself... Maybe I'm autistic without
knowing it??? They say that man is a social
animal (i.e. gregarious) but I feel Albert Camus
was fundamentally correct that one's death is
in a sense "one's own." Even Albert Einstein said
something similar: that in the final analysis one is
alone by oneself in one's existence.
You will die alone. Even if you try to
involve your most beloved one in a death pact
I doubt if you'll end up together in the same place
in the hereafter. [Imagine, a la Rome & Juliet
lovers' "suicide" pact, but one ends up in
heaven/intermediate place while the other ends
up in hell! HAR!

Quotes from Albert Camus
(Camus, an atheist-existential philosopher was one of the important
thinkers who influenced my early thinking. I read him in high school.
I wondered why his ideas struck a chord with my own... like he was
writing my own ideas... I had to undergo first the existential angst
before I decided to "have a religion". So my having a religion is not
really that simple because it is grounded on an existentialist base.)

"Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me; I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.”

"What is a rebel? A man who says NO.”

"We are all special cases."

Camus style: Brief, simple, direct, devastating...

To be continued...
I intend to share my knowledge of other
people's ideas in so far as I AGREE with
theirs & shall write MY OWN later

TMNP

FIRST POST 111407

November 14, 2007
Manila
Philippinesia
NUSANTARA

Welcome to my blog...

I created this blog specifically to free the luwaran website
from the burden of my postings at their "Islam & Terrorism"
forum which I "hijacked" for some time (~3 months)

I have many interests:
Philosophy & Religion in general includingIslaam
Mathematics & Science, Technology
Arts & Crafts
Malayology
Enigmatology
Bangsamoro & Philippine Culture, History & Politics
Language & Symbology, atbp. etc.
Knowledge in general including esoteric/magical/mystical

Of course, I consider myself
"A SELF-APPOINTED, SELF-PROCLAIMED
FOUNDING FATHER OF CONSPIRACY THEORIES
IN THIS PHILIPPINESIA"
and I intend to use this site to articulate & develop my ideas
on this "new" field of knowledge which is STILL not
taken seriously in the academe or by scholars...
But this trend is now changing...

I intend this site to be for LEARNERS
"SEEK KNOWLEDGE FROM CRADLE TO GRAVE."

[I shall intersperse my statements with some humorous
remarks once in a while so I expect my reader to be
not really that "serious-to-death";
I shall use common icons, symbols or shortcuts like
HAR! (GUFFAW/LAUGH), :) etc]

I shall express myself in the most popular
international language of English...

Am not so fond of machines actually though I realize
the computer is a reality that we cannot ignore...
Am too lazy or better lack the initiative to create
a highly visual blog with lots of moving images
& sounds like the usual ones we see.

I prefer IDEAS to SENSUAL IMPULSES
although I am an extremely SENSUAL person
(i.e.very sharp senses except for my eyes which are highly-myopic)

I can be very JUDGMENTAL though I try to be fair
to everyone & do not want to "hurt other persons' feelings"

Of course, my OBSESSION is TRUTH
So, you may consider me a TRUTH-SEEKER

TMNP