Suffering from cold/fever... bird flu?
Just made a VERY PERSONAL comment on luwaran.com after my temper/blood pressure was unnecessarily raised by a Channel 2 news item showing my last or family name... The SANHEDRIN does not want to leave me alone... Checked on the wikipedia they removed the item claiming the Lopez family has a male member married to a JEWESS!!! This TV station I have noticed is guilty of so many crimes: Promoting white skins: MESTIZOS/MESTIZAS... Culturally demeaning noontime TV shows... Even PEDOPHILES favorites!!! HAR! But I warn the reader: Do not choose between Ch2 or Ch 7 THEY ARE BOTH ZIONIST CONTROLLED!!! Is it CHAMBA that their evening news are only seconds apart or sometinmese simultaneous. According to conspiracy theories that is how one grabs the attention of the stupid masses: Present two alternatives BOTH of which you control!!! Wonder why CH11 "broke away" from GMA 7?...
What is the significance of the FETUSES being dumped all over - including MALACANANG! One time it was the Quiapo Church! I believe this has something to do with the JEWS... They use children & blood for their devil magic ceremonies! In fact I believe I including my mother & other family members??? we had been the VICTIMS of JEWISH MAGIC! My mother has a big belly... BUT I REVERTED TO ISLAAM THRU GOD's MERCY! THAT THEY DID NOT FORESEE!!! Muslims have told me that it is prophesied that the JEWS will all be gathered in one place where GOD will destroy them! Even a stone/rock will tell on them if they hide behind these!!! Can you imagine an inanimate ROCK/STONE/BATO "talking"???!!! THE JEWS KNOW THESE.. All these TROUBLEs all over the GLOBE - the wars conflict etc. NOW the INTELLIGENT people will finally find out the TRUTH...
Weren't they warned to eat salt & speak the TRUTH?...
I AM WARNING THEM: LEAVE ME ALONE OR ELSE...
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
New ghoststory
January 17, 2007
During the Japanese Occupation? or shortly before the 1940's war started,
my (eldest, now deceased) maternal aunt - the good friend of Americans, was
working with the PMC [= Procter & Gamble, now owned by the British Unilever
=(PRC) if I'm not mistaken] as promo girl. There was already STAR margarine,
CAMAY soap, etc then.
She was staying in Manila at a certain place which address was mentioned
some weeks back by my other aunt. I remember my 1st aunt related to me: in that
house they had a shortwave radio and well-known personalities visited it - including
a certain "General Lim" - The General after whom Camp Vicente Lim in Laguna was named???.
It must have been a secret meeting place for anti-Japanese resistance or guerillas
whatever. But I know my aunt never worked as a guerilla. She had a lady friend there
whose name I've forgotten.
Back in their home in Batangas, one night my LOLA (her mother) dreamt of her husband
(who died about 1935?) whispering to her ear (in Batangan Tagalog: NAPAARAP NA BINULUNGAN DAW SIYA): "KAUNIN MO NA SI SALUD" Repeatedly. (KAUNIN = SUNDOIN or FETCH). So what my LOLA did was to relate this to her brother who made arrangements to hire a car and he fetched my aunt from that place. The story goes that even as they were already near Cuenca Batangas, they almost fell into a ravine because the bridge had been destroyed (by plane bombs?) - Possibly this is the same bridge that is currently under repair/construction berfore one reaches Cuenca... (If this is the case then this event must have been at the start of the war and not "liberation" time. Not long afterwards, that house in Manila
was raided by the Japanese (Kempeitai?) and everyone staying there was arrested including
her lady friend. This lady friend my aunt also saw in a dream wearing a white dress with
her hair flowing... After the war ended she went back to the place. She met the lady's
mother who tearfully related to her what had happened - her friend was brought to Fort Santiago where she was tortured to death (breasts slashed...), suspected as an anti-Japanese fighter.
So what is the difference of these dreams from those related even in the Bible that
happened to prophets, holy men... I simply cannot take these for granted for these
are signs that there is more to this world than MATTER...
NEXT: CALAUAG ghost story
During the Japanese Occupation? or shortly before the 1940's war started,
my (eldest, now deceased) maternal aunt - the good friend of Americans, was
working with the PMC [= Procter & Gamble, now owned by the British Unilever
=(PRC) if I'm not mistaken] as promo girl. There was already STAR margarine,
CAMAY soap, etc then.
She was staying in Manila at a certain place which address was mentioned
some weeks back by my other aunt. I remember my 1st aunt related to me: in that
house they had a shortwave radio and well-known personalities visited it - including
a certain "General Lim" - The General after whom Camp Vicente Lim in Laguna was named???.
It must have been a secret meeting place for anti-Japanese resistance or guerillas
whatever. But I know my aunt never worked as a guerilla. She had a lady friend there
whose name I've forgotten.
Back in their home in Batangas, one night my LOLA (her mother) dreamt of her husband
(who died about 1935?) whispering to her ear (in Batangan Tagalog: NAPAARAP NA BINULUNGAN DAW SIYA): "KAUNIN MO NA SI SALUD" Repeatedly. (KAUNIN = SUNDOIN or FETCH). So what my LOLA did was to relate this to her brother who made arrangements to hire a car and he fetched my aunt from that place. The story goes that even as they were already near Cuenca Batangas, they almost fell into a ravine because the bridge had been destroyed (by plane bombs?) - Possibly this is the same bridge that is currently under repair/construction berfore one reaches Cuenca... (If this is the case then this event must have been at the start of the war and not "liberation" time. Not long afterwards, that house in Manila
was raided by the Japanese (Kempeitai?) and everyone staying there was arrested including
her lady friend. This lady friend my aunt also saw in a dream wearing a white dress with
her hair flowing... After the war ended she went back to the place. She met the lady's
mother who tearfully related to her what had happened - her friend was brought to Fort Santiago where she was tortured to death (breasts slashed...), suspected as an anti-Japanese fighter.
So what is the difference of these dreams from those related even in the Bible that
happened to prophets, holy men... I simply cannot take these for granted for these
are signs that there is more to this world than MATTER...
NEXT: CALAUAG ghost story
Monday, January 14, 2008
TIKBALANG?
January 15, 2007
My past story about the unknown animal that crossed the road - My aunt told me it appeared or her impression was that it had a dog's body with a horse's head! Though it was midnight the road was lighted if I'm not mistaken...
During Japanese occupation time, they "hid" in what is now my property in "MANUKAN" their house built at the bottom of an "AGBANG". They relate to me that they were toyed with or played upon by "TIKBALANG" - their cupboard gave out sounds of broken dishes, sounds of wood/trees being cut at night. The worst was their bamboo slat floor was played with - the sound of a stick sweeping thru the slatted floor. Because of this one of my distant aunts (cousins of my maternal aunts) suffered NERBIYOS & transferred to QUEZON province! They claim my lOLA became asthmatic after she cursed or hurled insults at that unseen being - She shouted GERARI DER (Get out of there)... Several still living persons (five 5) may be interviewed or may attest regarding these events in the 1940's... E.T.? NOTE: A materialist can believe in ET's But to claim these are ghosts or spirits would be an entirely new ballgame... QUESTION: Do ET's have souls/spirits?
My past story about the unknown animal that crossed the road - My aunt told me it appeared or her impression was that it had a dog's body with a horse's head! Though it was midnight the road was lighted if I'm not mistaken...
During Japanese occupation time, they "hid" in what is now my property in "MANUKAN" their house built at the bottom of an "AGBANG". They relate to me that they were toyed with or played upon by "TIKBALANG" - their cupboard gave out sounds of broken dishes, sounds of wood/trees being cut at night. The worst was their bamboo slat floor was played with - the sound of a stick sweeping thru the slatted floor. Because of this one of my distant aunts (cousins of my maternal aunts) suffered NERBIYOS & transferred to QUEZON province! They claim my lOLA became asthmatic after she cursed or hurled insults at that unseen being - She shouted GERARI DER (Get out of there)... Several still living persons (five 5) may be interviewed or may attest regarding these events in the 1940's... E.T.? NOTE: A materialist can believe in ET's But to claim these are ghosts or spirits would be an entirely new ballgame... QUESTION: Do ET's have souls/spirits?
Friday, January 11, 2008
18th POST SAKAY
"PHILIPPINE" STUDIES
MACARIO DE LEON SAKAY (1870-1907)
ANOTHER "VICTIM OF HISTORY"
THE RIGHTFUL HEIR (I.E. THE TRUE SUCCESSOR-LEADER) of the
"unfinished revolution" initiated by Andres Bonifacio was his
fellow TAGALOG MACARIO SAKAY.
I remember when I was still a teenager sporting long hair (not
to keep in fashion but out of sheer laziness to get a haircut!)
my grandmother & "grandaunt" would comment: "Kawangki mo na si Sakay."
They related to me that when they were still young they would flee whenever
they heard the sounds of horses' hoofs - the group of Sakay...
They also related that the Americans (including blacks/negroes???)
rode on big horses. But now I wonder if the "bandits" they saw were really Sakay & his men because according to the literature the Americans & its native force the Constabulary created fake "Sakays" to discredit the real one.
Just like today, there are real ASGs, MNLFs, MILFs, NPAs etc and there are fake ones...
When faced by a certain group, one should ask: which one are you, the real ASG/NPA?
or the gov't. ASG/NPA? U.S. ASG/NPA? RUSSIAN ASG/NPA? BRITISH ASG/NPA?
Some other third-force-controlled entity??? I don't mind any group or any ideology for
as long as it is/they are GENUINE...
EXAMINE THE ACCOMPANYING PHOTO TAKEN FROM ONE OF THE LINKS BELOW.
PHOTO COURTESY OF BIBINGKA.COM 9unsure)
Sakay & De Vega were hanged as bandits (tulisanes). Montalan later got married to a rich Chinese businessman's daughter in Palawan & prospered.
Am not sure if Villafuerte is related to some politicians with the same surname.
NOTE VERY VERY WELL:
SAKAY was an ORIGINAL TONDO KATIPUNERO associated with the SUPREMO Bonifacio himself. He also served as adjutant to Emilio Jacinto & was tasked to distribute the
revolutionary newspaper KALAYAAN... He was a CORE MEMBER of the KATIPUNAN!!!
MORE RIGHTFUL LEADER than AGUINALDO!!!
In the picture, Francisco Carreon clearly appears as the "right-hand man' of Sakay.
If I'm not mistaken Carreon was a member of the SUPREME COUNCIL (Kataastaasang Konseho) of the Katipunan!
Meaning he was not an ordinary guy!!! And yet he was just the right hand man of Sakay!!!
AND PLEASE PLEEZ NOTE THEY ARE WEARING SHOES! MILITARY BOOTS FOR THAT MATTER!
I can still remember in Batangas as a child I still met people both young & old
who could not even afford to buy/wear bakya or wooden clogs, much less slippers (Today's FLIP FLOPS!).
In short these men were no mere criminals but highly organized freedom-fighters!!!
So all these people getting killed & shown in 2007 Philippine MEDIA as "criminals"
ARE THEY REALLY CRIMINALS???
Sometimes the evil thought comes to my mind to punish both the oppressor & the oppressed
Why don't I exploit today's stupid generation & organize a well-publicized revolutionary
group part of whose mission is to seek damages/reparations from the U.S. government
for their unjust treatment of SAKAY. This would be worth millions of dollars & I need
not earn my daily bread!!! (Of course, less ambitious than creating a religious cult!!! HAR!
But all this is just another pipe-dream.. HO-HUM...
SAKAY LINKS
http://www.bibingka.com/phg/sakay/default.htm
http://www.globalpinoy.com/ch/ch_category.php?category=heroes&name=Macario%20Sakay&table=ch_heroes&startpage=16&endpage=30
"Macario Sakay established and led the revolutionary group “Tagalog Republic.”
He was the reason why after the arrest of Aguinaldo in 1901,
the Filipinos insurgency against the Americans continued."
http://firstfilipino.blogspot.com/2007/09/macario-sakay.html
* 1st Filipino President of the Tagalog Republic, Katagalugan (1902)
THIS I BELIEVE IS THE TRUTH! HE WAS THE FIRST PRESIDENT OF
THE TAGALOG REPUBLIC...
QUOTE
“Filipinas, farewell! Long live the Republic and may our independence
be born in the future!”
1906 NY TIMES REPORT OF SAKAY's SURRENDER
http://query.nytimes.com/gst/abstract.html?res=9E0CE0DC173EE733A25752C2A9619C946797D6CF
OR SEARCH THEIR ARCHIVES FOR "SAKAY" THERE WERE TWO REPORTS: 1904 ABOUT SAKAY'S DEATH & 1906 SAKAY'S CAPTURE !!! HE WAS KILLED FIRST BEFORE BEING CAPTURED!!! HAR! HAR!
MACARIO DE LEON SAKAY (1870-1907)
ANOTHER "VICTIM OF HISTORY"
THE RIGHTFUL HEIR (I.E. THE TRUE SUCCESSOR-LEADER) of the
"unfinished revolution" initiated by Andres Bonifacio was his
fellow TAGALOG MACARIO SAKAY.
I remember when I was still a teenager sporting long hair (not
to keep in fashion but out of sheer laziness to get a haircut!)
my grandmother & "grandaunt" would comment: "Kawangki mo na si Sakay."
They related to me that when they were still young they would flee whenever
they heard the sounds of horses' hoofs - the group of Sakay...
They also related that the Americans (including blacks/negroes???)
rode on big horses. But now I wonder if the "bandits" they saw were really Sakay & his men because according to the literature the Americans & its native force the Constabulary created fake "Sakays" to discredit the real one.
Just like today, there are real ASGs, MNLFs, MILFs, NPAs etc and there are fake ones...
When faced by a certain group, one should ask: which one are you, the real ASG/NPA?
or the gov't. ASG/NPA? U.S. ASG/NPA? RUSSIAN ASG/NPA? BRITISH ASG/NPA?
Some other third-force-controlled entity??? I don't mind any group or any ideology for
as long as it is/they are GENUINE...
EXAMINE THE ACCOMPANYING PHOTO TAKEN FROM ONE OF THE LINKS BELOW.
PHOTO COURTESY OF BIBINGKA.COM 9unsure)The two men at the back are L to R:
Benito Natividad & Lucio De Vega
Front row L to R:
Julian Montalan, Francisco Carreon, Sakay & Leon Villafuerte
Benito Natividad & Lucio De Vega
Front row L to R:
Julian Montalan, Francisco Carreon, Sakay & Leon Villafuerte
Sakay & De Vega were hanged as bandits (tulisanes). Montalan later got married to a rich Chinese businessman's daughter in Palawan & prospered.
Am not sure if Villafuerte is related to some politicians with the same surname.
NOTE VERY VERY WELL:
SAKAY was an ORIGINAL TONDO KATIPUNERO associated with the SUPREMO Bonifacio himself. He also served as adjutant to Emilio Jacinto & was tasked to distribute the
revolutionary newspaper KALAYAAN... He was a CORE MEMBER of the KATIPUNAN!!!
MORE RIGHTFUL LEADER than AGUINALDO!!!
In the picture, Francisco Carreon clearly appears as the "right-hand man' of Sakay.
If I'm not mistaken Carreon was a member of the SUPREME COUNCIL (Kataastaasang Konseho) of the Katipunan!
Meaning he was not an ordinary guy!!! And yet he was just the right hand man of Sakay!!!
AND PLEASE PLEEZ NOTE THEY ARE WEARING SHOES! MILITARY BOOTS FOR THAT MATTER!
I can still remember in Batangas as a child I still met people both young & old
who could not even afford to buy/wear bakya or wooden clogs, much less slippers (Today's FLIP FLOPS!).
In short these men were no mere criminals but highly organized freedom-fighters!!!
So all these people getting killed & shown in 2007 Philippine MEDIA as "criminals"
ARE THEY REALLY CRIMINALS???
Sometimes the evil thought comes to my mind to punish both the oppressor & the oppressed
Why don't I exploit today's stupid generation & organize a well-publicized revolutionary
group part of whose mission is to seek damages/reparations from the U.S. government
for their unjust treatment of SAKAY. This would be worth millions of dollars & I need
not earn my daily bread!!! (Of course, less ambitious than creating a religious cult!!! HAR!
But all this is just another pipe-dream.. HO-HUM...
SAKAY LINKS
http://www.bibingka.com/phg/sakay/default.htm
http://www.globalpinoy.com/ch/ch_category.php?category=heroes&name=Macario%20Sakay&table=ch_heroes&startpage=16&endpage=30
"Macario Sakay established and led the revolutionary group “Tagalog Republic.”
He was the reason why after the arrest of Aguinaldo in 1901,
the Filipinos insurgency against the Americans continued."
http://firstfilipino.blogspot.com/2007/09/macario-sakay.html
* 1st Filipino President of the Tagalog Republic, Katagalugan (1902)
THIS I BELIEVE IS THE TRUTH! HE WAS THE FIRST PRESIDENT OF
THE TAGALOG REPUBLIC...
QUOTE
“Filipinas, farewell! Long live the Republic and may our independence
be born in the future!”
1906 NY TIMES REPORT OF SAKAY's SURRENDER
http://query.nytimes.com/gst/abstract.html?res=9E0CE0DC173EE733A25752C2A9619C946797D6CF
OR SEARCH THEIR ARCHIVES FOR "SAKAY" THERE WERE TWO REPORTS: 1904 ABOUT SAKAY'S DEATH & 1906 SAKAY'S CAPTURE !!! HE WAS KILLED FIRST BEFORE BEING CAPTURED!!! HAR! HAR!
Saturday, January 5, 2008
THE SUPREMO
Saturday JAN. 05, 2007
Look CLOSELY & scrutinize, memorize, whatever the facial appearance
of the person responsible for the events at the turn of the 19th-20th centuries...
Most images of Andres Bonifacio are not so accurate... They have retouched
this photo & the result shows him as looking much older...
What is my "K" in presenting this photograph of THE SUPREMO?
One might think it is all just wishful thinking on my part or simple megaloman/parano ia...
But I have some link to the man not by blood but indirectly!....
I'll relate the details later... But I need another photograph of Bonifacio's sister
Espiridiona(?) together with a foreigner who I really believe is my link to A.B.!
Something like this:
A.B. brother of E.B. who was photographed together with... & who most likely must have known Mr.... etc... who in turn is the brother of my late father!
Bonifacio's mother was a Spanish mestiza from Zambales...
A.B. was not really "PURE" Malay... See the picture of his
brother who looks more Hispanic...
Bonifacio was a genius/wizard at ORGANIZING...
Of course, the SUPREMO was a "VICTIM" of HISTORY...
He deserves better/fairer treatment from the present generation...
Obviously A.B. is one of my personal "idols" (NOT idol as in idol-worshipper)
but a fellow mortal worth admiring & emulating...
TMNP
A fellow TAGA-ILOG
Look CLOSELY & scrutinize, memorize, whatever the facial appearance
of the person responsible for the events at the turn of the 19th-20th centuries...
Most images of Andres Bonifacio are not so accurate... They have retouched
this photo & the result shows him as looking much older...
What is my "K" in presenting this photograph of THE SUPREMO?
One might think it is all just wishful thinking on my part or simple megaloman/parano ia...
But I have some link to the man not by blood but indirectly!....
I'll relate the details later... But I need another photograph of Bonifacio's sister
Espiridiona(?) together with a foreigner who I really believe is my link to A.B.!
Something like this:
A.B. brother of E.B. who was photographed together with... & who most likely must have known Mr.... etc... who in turn is the brother of my late father!
Bonifacio's mother was a Spanish mestiza from Zambales...
A.B. was not really "PURE" Malay... See the picture of his
brother who looks more Hispanic...
Bonifacio was a genius/wizard at ORGANIZING...
Of course, the SUPREMO was a "VICTIM" of HISTORY...
He deserves better/fairer treatment from the present generation...
Obviously A.B. is one of my personal "idols" (NOT idol as in idol-worshipper)
but a fellow mortal worth admiring & emulating...
TMNP
A fellow TAGA-ILOG
ANG SUPREMO
ANDRES DE CASTRO BONIFACIO(1863-1897)
SUPREMO OF THE KATIPUNAN
SECRET SOCIETY THAT INITIATED
THE 1896 PHILIPPINE REVOLUTION
AGAINST SPAIN
IMAGE SCANNED FROM THE BOOK
TEODORO AGONCILLO
REVOLT OF THE MASSES
COMPARE WITH NEWER IMAGES
THAT HAVE BEEN RETOUCHED
15th POST
Saturday Jan. 05, 2008
Unusual...
Just learned from my brother that my cousin Hermie
went last week to the province Quezon (Lopez or Hondagua
I'm not sure) for an indefinite stay... He should come
back soon for he lives alone in his house... He was the
acting "katiwala" to look over our property (my late aunt's)
& received the rental/payments... My mother told me I should
also go to Olongapo to collect/manage our property but
I told her we should just sell it even at a losing price...
I really believe there is some "mystery" as in ALINGASNGAS
as to why we can't seem to get any benefit/cash from our
properties though we are "landed" - not that BIG though...
I mean I don't really need to get employed if only I can convert my property
to CASH! Are those money lords (e.g. land bankers) manipulating
us??? If they don't stop their actions I will be forced to
declare our property in Zambales as part & parcel of the ancestral
domain of or simply BANGSAMORO territory HAR!
MOTHER in BOARDING HOUSE
My mother once related to me when she was still a high school student
in Batangas City. One night she was awakened by the howling of dogs
She saw a "ghostly" figure sitted beside a very sick little boy
sleeping on the floor...
When she related this to her mother (my Lola) my grandmother told her
because the little boy was sick, his dead mother "visited"
or checked on him... But I was told according to ISLAAM the spirits of the
dead don't roam around... These are actually JINNs taking the form of
the dead people or something... I haven't met MUSLIMS who are
truly knowledgeable about Occult/Mystical matters
2nd AUNT saw hands in the room of our house in BATANGAS
In the late 1960's or maybe before 1972 vacation time I remember my
aunt was in the room relating a ghost story to two persons I have forgotten who they were
It's the room where I usually sleep whenever I go home to Alitagtag...
We call it Kuwartong Ilaya (Northern most) & it was the master's bedroom.
In the 1950's most likely 1952+ she was sleeping inside alone on the
SOLIHIYA bed within a KULAMBO. She was awakened deep in the night
& saw two hands in the glass windowpane then the hands moved towards
her & hovered above outside the mosquito net... She immediately got up
& joined the others sleeping in the living room...
She together with a male companion also saw an unknown animal creature
that crossed the road a few meters away from them near our house in ALITAGTAG
She said it could not have been a dog, horse, carabao or any common animal
It was around 1:00 AM & they had just returned from their voting poll duties in the town plaza/school...
Could the American CIA, Vatican, or other foreign agencies be playing tricks on the
natives? & trying to study their reactions??? I'm allowing for such possibilities but because of my own personal experiences I'm more inclined to believe there are indeed "unknown mysteries" in life
Next:
-wartime 1940's LOLA TINIKBALANG She cursed it & that's why she became asthmatic
-Eldest Aunt "guarded" by her dead father (my maternal grandfather)
Unusual...
Just learned from my brother that my cousin Hermie
went last week to the province Quezon (Lopez or Hondagua
I'm not sure) for an indefinite stay... He should come
back soon for he lives alone in his house... He was the
acting "katiwala" to look over our property (my late aunt's)
& received the rental/payments... My mother told me I should
also go to Olongapo to collect/manage our property but
I told her we should just sell it even at a losing price...
I really believe there is some "mystery" as in ALINGASNGAS
as to why we can't seem to get any benefit/cash from our
properties though we are "landed" - not that BIG though...
I mean I don't really need to get employed if only I can convert my property
to CASH! Are those money lords (e.g. land bankers) manipulating
us??? If they don't stop their actions I will be forced to
declare our property in Zambales as part & parcel of the ancestral
domain of or simply BANGSAMORO territory HAR!
MOTHER in BOARDING HOUSE
My mother once related to me when she was still a high school student
in Batangas City. One night she was awakened by the howling of dogs
She saw a "ghostly" figure sitted beside a very sick little boy
sleeping on the floor...
When she related this to her mother (my Lola) my grandmother told her
because the little boy was sick, his dead mother "visited"
or checked on him... But I was told according to ISLAAM the spirits of the
dead don't roam around... These are actually JINNs taking the form of
the dead people or something... I haven't met MUSLIMS who are
truly knowledgeable about Occult/Mystical matters
2nd AUNT saw hands in the room of our house in BATANGAS
In the late 1960's or maybe before 1972 vacation time I remember my
aunt was in the room relating a ghost story to two persons I have forgotten who they were
It's the room where I usually sleep whenever I go home to Alitagtag...
We call it Kuwartong Ilaya (Northern most) & it was the master's bedroom.
In the 1950's most likely 1952+ she was sleeping inside alone on the
SOLIHIYA bed within a KULAMBO. She was awakened deep in the night
& saw two hands in the glass windowpane then the hands moved towards
her & hovered above outside the mosquito net... She immediately got up
& joined the others sleeping in the living room...
She together with a male companion also saw an unknown animal creature
that crossed the road a few meters away from them near our house in ALITAGTAG
She said it could not have been a dog, horse, carabao or any common animal
It was around 1:00 AM & they had just returned from their voting poll duties in the town plaza/school...
Could the American CIA, Vatican, or other foreign agencies be playing tricks on the
natives? & trying to study their reactions??? I'm allowing for such possibilities but because of my own personal experiences I'm more inclined to believe there are indeed "unknown mysteries" in life
Next:
-wartime 1940's LOLA TINIKBALANG She cursed it & that's why she became asthmatic
-Eldest Aunt "guarded" by her dead father (my maternal grandfather)
Thursday, January 3, 2008
15th POST REF-LOLA
Please read first my previous postings.
CONTINUATION
My father's words lingered in my mind...
Maybe that was how BAD FAITH worked...
I already understood what his words meant but my mind, my ego whatever would/could not accept the TRUTH... That evening my father & I & my best friend who lived with us
took a bus to Batangas... I was "dazed"...
The events that followed deserves a book but these are not what I want to discuss here. Those would fall under the topic BAD FAITH... This one is about ESP.
I found out or the news of my LOLA/Grandmother's death came at about 5:30-6:00PM November 26, 1976.
That very SAME DAY these were the events of/in my life:
[I was tempted to "take a risk" & challenge the readers to check for themselves the actual day corresponding to that date but I have to admit I was afraid of committing a mistake & be accused of fabricating/inventing a story - So I checked just a moment ago in some Internet
PERPETUAL CALENDARS websites what day November 26, 1976 fell.
I am/was not mistaken - that was a FRIDAY.
My fourth year high school graduating class was going on an excursion trip to the beach if I'm not mistaken & our teachers allowed us to go home early (Half-Day) to give us time to prepare for the trip. But I was not fond of going to parties or trips & I did not intend to go along.
[For this reason some of my classmates considered me a "KillJoy". I really had zero "social life". I had one or two close friends classmates/schoolmates with whom I played basketball on weekends or whom I visited in their homes. But the parties I almost always avoided. My aunt commented that I did not know how to socialize... She always told me that in Life it is not WHAT you know that really matters but WHO you know... & socializing was the means to get linked to people...
But I disliked acting or modifying my behaviour just to get along or please others... That was simply not me... If there is anything I did not really learn in school or in life it is this "SOCIALIZING"... "Do as you please"... "Act naturally"... I really HATED "scripted behaviour" & would have made a VERY BAD actor... [This is one of my initial assessment of MUSLIM's (or MOROs) behaviour that initially attracted me to them - that they were NOT PRETENTIOUS... Of course, all this "first impressions" have changed now after having met so many people.] But I'm really "sensitive" to PRETENSIONS. For me, an "artista" gives the negative connotation of 'pretender" rather an "artist" who practices ART. I can appreciate artistic drama/plays... I guess Hollywood kitsch or whatever should get the blame... I have a friend who assured me that European CULTURE [as in art, art criticism] is REAL/GENUINE & not artificial PUT-ON... that a CONNOISSEUR is not a CON man! HAR!
Camus's character Mersault's attitude in The Outsider/Stranger closely approximated my attitude... or that's why this novel "felt familiar".
I was secretly pleased at the announcement of early dismissal. That gave me all the time - I had the rest of the day to spend in our high school library with its EXCELLENT collection of books - literature, science, math, crafts etc. etc. After eating my lunch, I went to the library to spend the rest of the day. The pleasure trip was never in my mind...
I only looked forward to spending more time (about 5 hours) in the lib!. (Oftentimes lunch break was too short & in the afternoon end of class there were too many students...) I was then really FREE all by myself in the LIBRARY!
I am no longer sure if the lib closed at 4:00 or 5:00 but I believe that was 5:00PM
I normally went home by commuting. I walked all the way to Katipunan Avenue where I took a "DM" (white) or "JD" (red) bus [CUBAO-U.P. BALARA Fare then was 15 centavos or so!] & it entered UP campus through a road between UP BA & Vinzons Hall...
[It was quite a long tiring walk through the rolling terrain of Loyola Heights from the ATENEO high school to the gate & the bus stop... I passed by the Bellarmine hall, the Rizal lib. etc. But I had a technique to amuse me while walking to fight the feeling of drudgery... I usually imagined I was an anti-communist fighter pilot [the COLD WAR!] aboard a Huey helicopter & the grass I trod/walked on was the thick jungles of Vietcong-infested Vietnam... the Mekong River [images I saw in the National Geographic magazine to which my aunt had a lifetime subscription membership courtesy of her American friends.] I expected sniper fire anytime from the green thicket... I had to be quick/alert & throttled my 'copter's engines... Before long I'd be through the gate & at the waiting shed...
[Actually I can check & confirm the time by seeking through almanacs or records but anyway I'm relating the facts or TRUTH...]
It must have been past 5:00PM...
I was walking along the sidewalk/pavement near the Rizal lib approaching the gate when FOR A BRIEF MOMENT (less than 5 seconds, maybe at most 3 seconds - it was just a "split-second") I noticed on my right the lights of MARYKNOLL (that was the name then of MIRIAM COLLEGE)
(These) STRUCK ME (Imitating CAMUS's words!) - the lights were VERY GLOOMY [I repeat, that was the "FEELING" the scene/sight of the lights gave me - GLOOM, VERY GLOOMY...
I told myself or spoke to myself exactly in Tagalog "PARANG MAY PATAY"...
I am not sure if I really saw "it" there & then or I remember this only from memory or reconstructed it only from my memory [The latter would weaken the case because scientists know memory can deceive - there is false memory...)
I saw a hazy "image" of four lights surrounding a bier... In Tagalog - PANGITAIN ng BUROL ng PATAY... Then as quickly as it came it "disappeared" - the whole PANGITAIN. It turned out that the lights were the lightbulbs of a "carnival" or fair of some sort in Maryknoll/Miriam.
[Investigators can check if indeed there was a carnival or some kind of fair that date in Maryknoll...]
Again I "told myself" in Tagalog "Ay, ilaw lang pala ng perya..." I continued walking until I reached the bus stop & if I'm not mistaken rode a JD bus to Philcoa... When I reached home i don't remember the events except for that memory trace of my approaching or being beside the REF & my father speaking...
This experience I consider to be a case of ESP/PREMONITION/whatever...
Of course life is so full of mysteries & coincidences... e.g. Jung Synchronicity etc...
But I ask the READER to judge for him/herself...
My LOLA died around noon (She was eating lunch & NAHIRINAN/in Batangan Tagalog: "NALUOGAN" & asked to lie down a moment...) I'm wondering now if somebody close to me emotionally - either my mother or my grandmother herself "transmitted" that DEATH message... since I got it at around 5:00 it is possible that my mother learned about her mother's death around that time [I have not checked this] But if I'm not mistaken we already had a telephone then so she should have known much earlier unless it was by telegram... I believe someone "transmitted' to me that message or what?
How can a death premonition occur?...
I was DEEPLY EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO my grandmother...
Addendum: I asked my mother & was told she learned about it earlier by phone...]
CONTINUATION
My father's words lingered in my mind...
Maybe that was how BAD FAITH worked...
I already understood what his words meant but my mind, my ego whatever would/could not accept the TRUTH... That evening my father & I & my best friend who lived with us
took a bus to Batangas... I was "dazed"...
The events that followed deserves a book but these are not what I want to discuss here. Those would fall under the topic BAD FAITH... This one is about ESP.
I found out or the news of my LOLA/Grandmother's death came at about 5:30-6:00PM November 26, 1976.
That very SAME DAY these were the events of/in my life:
[I was tempted to "take a risk" & challenge the readers to check for themselves the actual day corresponding to that date but I have to admit I was afraid of committing a mistake & be accused of fabricating/inventing a story - So I checked just a moment ago in some Internet
PERPETUAL CALENDARS websites what day November 26, 1976 fell.
I am/was not mistaken - that was a FRIDAY.
My fourth year high school graduating class was going on an excursion trip to the beach if I'm not mistaken & our teachers allowed us to go home early (Half-Day) to give us time to prepare for the trip. But I was not fond of going to parties or trips & I did not intend to go along.
[For this reason some of my classmates considered me a "KillJoy". I really had zero "social life". I had one or two close friends classmates/schoolmates with whom I played basketball on weekends or whom I visited in their homes. But the parties I almost always avoided. My aunt commented that I did not know how to socialize... She always told me that in Life it is not WHAT you know that really matters but WHO you know... & socializing was the means to get linked to people...
But I disliked acting or modifying my behaviour just to get along or please others... That was simply not me... If there is anything I did not really learn in school or in life it is this "SOCIALIZING"... "Do as you please"... "Act naturally"... I really HATED "scripted behaviour" & would have made a VERY BAD actor... [This is one of my initial assessment of MUSLIM's (or MOROs) behaviour that initially attracted me to them - that they were NOT PRETENTIOUS... Of course, all this "first impressions" have changed now after having met so many people.] But I'm really "sensitive" to PRETENSIONS. For me, an "artista" gives the negative connotation of 'pretender" rather an "artist" who practices ART. I can appreciate artistic drama/plays... I guess Hollywood kitsch or whatever should get the blame... I have a friend who assured me that European CULTURE [as in art, art criticism] is REAL/GENUINE & not artificial PUT-ON... that a CONNOISSEUR is not a CON man! HAR!
Camus's character Mersault's attitude in The Outsider/Stranger closely approximated my attitude... or that's why this novel "felt familiar".
I was secretly pleased at the announcement of early dismissal. That gave me all the time - I had the rest of the day to spend in our high school library with its EXCELLENT collection of books - literature, science, math, crafts etc. etc. After eating my lunch, I went to the library to spend the rest of the day. The pleasure trip was never in my mind...
I only looked forward to spending more time (about 5 hours) in the lib!. (Oftentimes lunch break was too short & in the afternoon end of class there were too many students...) I was then really FREE all by myself in the LIBRARY!
I am no longer sure if the lib closed at 4:00 or 5:00 but I believe that was 5:00PM
I normally went home by commuting. I walked all the way to Katipunan Avenue where I took a "DM" (white) or "JD" (red) bus [CUBAO-U.P. BALARA Fare then was 15 centavos or so!] & it entered UP campus through a road between UP BA & Vinzons Hall...
[It was quite a long tiring walk through the rolling terrain of Loyola Heights from the ATENEO high school to the gate & the bus stop... I passed by the Bellarmine hall, the Rizal lib. etc. But I had a technique to amuse me while walking to fight the feeling of drudgery... I usually imagined I was an anti-communist fighter pilot [the COLD WAR!] aboard a Huey helicopter & the grass I trod/walked on was the thick jungles of Vietcong-infested Vietnam... the Mekong River [images I saw in the National Geographic magazine to which my aunt had a lifetime subscription membership courtesy of her American friends.] I expected sniper fire anytime from the green thicket... I had to be quick/alert & throttled my 'copter's engines... Before long I'd be through the gate & at the waiting shed...
[Actually I can check & confirm the time by seeking through almanacs or records but anyway I'm relating the facts or TRUTH...]
It must have been past 5:00PM...
I was walking along the sidewalk/pavement near the Rizal lib approaching the gate when FOR A BRIEF MOMENT (less than 5 seconds, maybe at most 3 seconds - it was just a "split-second") I noticed on my right the lights of MARYKNOLL (that was the name then of MIRIAM COLLEGE)
(These) STRUCK ME (Imitating CAMUS's words!) - the lights were VERY GLOOMY [I repeat, that was the "FEELING" the scene/sight of the lights gave me - GLOOM, VERY GLOOMY...
I told myself or spoke to myself exactly in Tagalog "PARANG MAY PATAY"...
I am not sure if I really saw "it" there & then or I remember this only from memory or reconstructed it only from my memory [The latter would weaken the case because scientists know memory can deceive - there is false memory...)
I saw a hazy "image" of four lights surrounding a bier... In Tagalog - PANGITAIN ng BUROL ng PATAY... Then as quickly as it came it "disappeared" - the whole PANGITAIN. It turned out that the lights were the lightbulbs of a "carnival" or fair of some sort in Maryknoll/Miriam.
[Investigators can check if indeed there was a carnival or some kind of fair that date in Maryknoll...]
Again I "told myself" in Tagalog "Ay, ilaw lang pala ng perya..." I continued walking until I reached the bus stop & if I'm not mistaken rode a JD bus to Philcoa... When I reached home i don't remember the events except for that memory trace of my approaching or being beside the REF & my father speaking...
This experience I consider to be a case of ESP/PREMONITION/whatever...
Of course life is so full of mysteries & coincidences... e.g. Jung Synchronicity etc...
But I ask the READER to judge for him/herself...
My LOLA died around noon (She was eating lunch & NAHIRINAN/in Batangan Tagalog: "NALUOGAN" & asked to lie down a moment...) I'm wondering now if somebody close to me emotionally - either my mother or my grandmother herself "transmitted" that DEATH message... since I got it at around 5:00 it is possible that my mother learned about her mother's death around that time [I have not checked this] But if I'm not mistaken we already had a telephone then so she should have known much earlier unless it was by telegram... I believe someone "transmitted' to me that message or what?
How can a death premonition occur?...
I was DEEPLY EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED TO my grandmother...
Addendum: I asked my mother & was told she learned about it earlier by phone...]
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
13th POST LOLA'S DEATH
122607
7:00 PM
Camus The Outsider
"It struck me that I’d better see about some dinner. I had been leaning so long on the back of my chair, looking down, that my neck hurt when I straightened myself up. I went down, bought some bread and spaghetti, did my cooking, and ate my meal standing. I’d intended to smoke another cigarette at my window, but the night had turned rather chilly and I decided against it. As I was coming back, after shutting the window, I glanced at the mirror and saw reflected in it a corner of my table with my spirit lamp and some bits of bread beside it. It occurred to me that somehow I’d got through another Sunday, that Mother now was buried, and tomorrow I’d be going back to work as usual. Really, nothing in my life had changed.
http://www.macobo.com/essays/epdf/CAMUS,%20Albert%20-%20The%20Stranger.pdf
"I GLANCED AT THE MIRROR"- up to the end.
The reader should try to "FEEL" the experience expressed by the words...
One is aware of what one sees but there is an accompanying/underlying thought that is not at all connected with what one senses/perceives...
[This is one of the fascination of language & of written art or literature... how these somehow capture the essence or features of our emotions & experiences.]
The feeling imparted to me by the words is precisely the feeling/experience I had in connection with the part/section of our old G.E. ref - the white rubber stop above the upper freezer door hinge as seen from an angle to the left of the ref... This is THE CLEAR MEMORY TRACE I still have of that early evening (about 5:30 PM) November 26, 1976 when my (late) father uttered the words.. "Uuwi tayo. Patay na ang lola mo."
I replied nonchalantly, "Ah. patay na ho?
I was thinking he was referring to his (my paternal grand_) mother (to whom I was not emotionally attached).
He clarified... "Uuwi tayong Batangas. Patay na ang Lola Isyang mo"...
The whole experience actually requires more words...
In fact, I think I can write a whole book about it, my first emotional encounter with DEATH...
I need only to point out that my grandmother's death really HIT me hard...
I didn't believe/couldn't accept she was already dead. During her wake I kept on thinking she would wake up. She had a reputation for "coming back from the dead" - more than once. She was asthmatic...
[After one such incident she asked for water because she felt so thirsty... She related she had travelled to a distant place!
Note occult/mysticism experts: This is not an uncommon story related by those who have "died" & returned...
During the few days of her wake,
I exhibited what existentialist Sartre termed BAD FAITH (a philosophic notion) ...
I only realized the TRUTH (of her death) or the REALITY of her DEATH forced itself on me when they were already closing the coffin & when the funeral car began to move out of the church - that was when the all the emotions poured out & I CRIED uncontrollably... I was deeply attached to her... My aunt always referred to me as "APO NI NGANGA"
[My grandmother chewed betel (NGANGA or MAMA in some dialects...)
TO BE CONTINUED
I'll also relate later:
-My mother's "seeing" the dead mother of a sick boy in her boarding house in Batangas City
-My late Aunt Sally's (that's how Americans called her) being "guarded" by her dead father in 1936-1939 in Calauag, Quezon
-How she was saved from a Japanese raid of the house in Manila where she stayed (that led to the capture of her friend who was tortured to death in Fort Santiago & whom she saw in a DREAM) through a DREAM of her mother (my LOLA)
-My other aunt's seeing HANDS in a room in our ancestral house in Alitagtag, Batangas.
I don't remember my brother & sister telling any convincing personal ghost stories. I believe I'm more "sensitive" than them... I have two additional "ghost" stories to relate... The reader will see why I cannot be an atheist though I am close to existentialism...
I guess today's generation are so MATERIALISTIC they can no longer appreciate the reality of the "spirit" realm or cannot perceive/relate with it.
Maybe in the past human beings were really spiritual... & as time passed they became GROSSER...
7:00 PM
Camus The Outsider
"It struck me that I’d better see about some dinner. I had been leaning so long on the back of my chair, looking down, that my neck hurt when I straightened myself up. I went down, bought some bread and spaghetti, did my cooking, and ate my meal standing. I’d intended to smoke another cigarette at my window, but the night had turned rather chilly and I decided against it. As I was coming back, after shutting the window, I glanced at the mirror and saw reflected in it a corner of my table with my spirit lamp and some bits of bread beside it. It occurred to me that somehow I’d got through another Sunday, that Mother now was buried, and tomorrow I’d be going back to work as usual. Really, nothing in my life had changed.
http://www.macobo.com/essays/epdf/CAMUS,%20Albert%20-%20The%20Stranger.pdf
"I GLANCED AT THE MIRROR"- up to the end.
The reader should try to "FEEL" the experience expressed by the words...
One is aware of what one sees but there is an accompanying/underlying thought that is not at all connected with what one senses/perceives...
[This is one of the fascination of language & of written art or literature... how these somehow capture the essence or features of our emotions & experiences.]
The feeling imparted to me by the words is precisely the feeling/experience I had in connection with the part/section of our old G.E. ref - the white rubber stop above the upper freezer door hinge as seen from an angle to the left of the ref... This is THE CLEAR MEMORY TRACE I still have of that early evening (about 5:30 PM) November 26, 1976 when my (late) father uttered the words.. "Uuwi tayo. Patay na ang lola mo."
I replied nonchalantly, "Ah. patay na ho?
I was thinking he was referring to his (my paternal grand_) mother (to whom I was not emotionally attached).
He clarified... "Uuwi tayong Batangas. Patay na ang Lola Isyang mo"...
The whole experience actually requires more words...
In fact, I think I can write a whole book about it, my first emotional encounter with DEATH...
I need only to point out that my grandmother's death really HIT me hard...
I didn't believe/couldn't accept she was already dead. During her wake I kept on thinking she would wake up. She had a reputation for "coming back from the dead" - more than once. She was asthmatic...
[After one such incident she asked for water because she felt so thirsty... She related she had travelled to a distant place!
Note occult/mysticism experts: This is not an uncommon story related by those who have "died" & returned...
During the few days of her wake,
I exhibited what existentialist Sartre termed BAD FAITH (a philosophic notion) ...
I only realized the TRUTH (of her death) or the REALITY of her DEATH forced itself on me when they were already closing the coffin & when the funeral car began to move out of the church - that was when the all the emotions poured out & I CRIED uncontrollably... I was deeply attached to her... My aunt always referred to me as "APO NI NGANGA"
[My grandmother chewed betel (NGANGA or MAMA in some dialects...)
TO BE CONTINUED
I'll also relate later:
-My mother's "seeing" the dead mother of a sick boy in her boarding house in Batangas City
-My late Aunt Sally's (that's how Americans called her) being "guarded" by her dead father in 1936-1939 in Calauag, Quezon
-How she was saved from a Japanese raid of the house in Manila where she stayed (that led to the capture of her friend who was tortured to death in Fort Santiago & whom she saw in a DREAM) through a DREAM of her mother (my LOLA)
-My other aunt's seeing HANDS in a room in our ancestral house in Alitagtag, Batangas.
I don't remember my brother & sister telling any convincing personal ghost stories. I believe I'm more "sensitive" than them... I have two additional "ghost" stories to relate... The reader will see why I cannot be an atheist though I am close to existentialism...
I guess today's generation are so MATERIALISTIC they can no longer appreciate the reality of the "spirit" realm or cannot perceive/relate with it.
Maybe in the past human beings were really spiritual... & as time passed they became GROSSER...
Sunday, December 23, 2007
12th POST PI & BALL
9:00 PM
122307
MANILA
Just rose up from my bed... Turned on the TV
but no good show & switched to Eli Soriano's channel,
maybe this will keep me awake (HAR!) thru laughter.
Sample: His musical passage/break sounds like the
tune of Beatles' "OBLADI OBLADA" HAR!
E.S. was answering questions from his audience
One asked about the creation of false images...
yet there is another verse that says God commanded
that a structure be built with "querubins" (cherubs)
or tiny angels with human features...
[Of course all "Christians" should be asked about
the Deuteronomy verse concerning the prohibition against
creation/worship of idols... yet they insist in worshiping idols!]
This is a major problem with the Bible: one can find diametrically
opposed statements. LOTS of these. In logic: contradictions...
This is good for those in DA'WAH when confronted with
idol-worshipers... I read somewhere a long long time ago that
there is a verse in the Bible that is clearly
false & outright UNSCIENTIFIC
It has something to do with the numerical value of
the irrational number PI (= 3.1415...), the constant ratio of the circumference
to the diameter of the circle. There is a description in the Bible about the construction
of some structure that is circular or rounded & if one will really
follow the recipe given one would be led to a value
of PI = 3 or another FIXED terminating value
Bible scholars or experts can supply the
details... THIS IS A CLEARLY UNSCIENTIFIC ITEM FROM
THE BIBLE... SO how can something "Holy" provide
an erroneous (scientific-wise) information.
Is error from God or from the Devil???
Am not so fond of "Bible debates" or even religious
debates (the forte of DEEDAT) because I know these are all
useless or exercises in futility
Of course in philosophy the name of the game is disagreement
but dialectics (as practiced by the Greeks) is supposed to aid
one's thinking or is meant to lead to clarity or "truth"
Debates can be useful practice to develop one's public speaking skills
(rhetorics) & quick thinking... Am not a good debater...
But of course people who watch Soriano or I.N.C. channel are
less worse than those who watch basketball...
Basketball, baseball volleyball, the BALL
a round thing that is the focus of attention of thousands of people
when watching a ballgame... Come to think of it If you were an
ET observing humans watching basketball. you might be misled into
thinking that the BALL is the real object of attention of the whole affair
But in a sense it IS really the object of attention...
BILOG daw ang mundo, Bilog ang BOLA at BILOG din ang PERA (COINS)
BINIBILOG LANG TALAGA ANG ULO NATING LAHAT.
O HINDI KA NANINIWALA SA CONSPIRACY THEORIES?
A BALL GAME IS ANOTHER CLEAR EVIDENCE THAT HUMANS
CAN BE "FOOLED" & MANIPULATED...
"THERE IS MASS STUPIDITY. THERE IS NO MASS INTELLIGENCE."
-sez me
Soriano's phenomenonal ability to attract large crowds is
just a sign that the established religions in RP or at least Manila
have failed or are not doing their job or have outlived their usefulness.
My question: if religion is the highest authority or final arbiter
then who should get the blame for this rotten state of affairs in this
realm they call the "Philippines"?
Definitely, NOT the MUSLIMS...
122307
MANILA
Just rose up from my bed... Turned on the TV
but no good show & switched to Eli Soriano's channel,
maybe this will keep me awake (HAR!) thru laughter.
Sample: His musical passage/break sounds like the
tune of Beatles' "OBLADI OBLADA" HAR!
E.S. was answering questions from his audience
One asked about the creation of false images...
yet there is another verse that says God commanded
that a structure be built with "querubins" (cherubs)
or tiny angels with human features...
[Of course all "Christians" should be asked about
the Deuteronomy verse concerning the prohibition against
creation/worship of idols... yet they insist in worshiping idols!]
This is a major problem with the Bible: one can find diametrically
opposed statements. LOTS of these. In logic: contradictions...
This is good for those in DA'WAH when confronted with
idol-worshipers... I read somewhere a long long time ago that
there is a verse in the Bible that is clearly
false & outright UNSCIENTIFIC
It has something to do with the numerical value of
the irrational number PI (= 3.1415...), the constant ratio of the circumference
to the diameter of the circle. There is a description in the Bible about the construction
of some structure that is circular or rounded & if one will really
follow the recipe given one would be led to a value
of PI = 3 or another FIXED terminating value
Bible scholars or experts can supply the
details... THIS IS A CLEARLY UNSCIENTIFIC ITEM FROM
THE BIBLE... SO how can something "Holy" provide
an erroneous (scientific-wise) information.
Is error from God or from the Devil???
Am not so fond of "Bible debates" or even religious
debates (the forte of DEEDAT) because I know these are all
useless or exercises in futility
Of course in philosophy the name of the game is disagreement
but dialectics (as practiced by the Greeks) is supposed to aid
one's thinking or is meant to lead to clarity or "truth"
Debates can be useful practice to develop one's public speaking skills
(rhetorics) & quick thinking... Am not a good debater...
But of course people who watch Soriano or I.N.C. channel are
less worse than those who watch basketball...
Basketball, baseball volleyball, the BALL
a round thing that is the focus of attention of thousands of people
when watching a ballgame... Come to think of it If you were an
ET observing humans watching basketball. you might be misled into
thinking that the BALL is the real object of attention of the whole affair
But in a sense it IS really the object of attention...
BILOG daw ang mundo, Bilog ang BOLA at BILOG din ang PERA (COINS)
BINIBILOG LANG TALAGA ANG ULO NATING LAHAT.
O HINDI KA NANINIWALA SA CONSPIRACY THEORIES?
A BALL GAME IS ANOTHER CLEAR EVIDENCE THAT HUMANS
CAN BE "FOOLED" & MANIPULATED...
"THERE IS MASS STUPIDITY. THERE IS NO MASS INTELLIGENCE."
-sez me
Soriano's phenomenonal ability to attract large crowds is
just a sign that the established religions in RP or at least Manila
have failed or are not doing their job or have outlived their usefulness.
My question: if religion is the highest authority or final arbiter
then who should get the blame for this rotten state of affairs in this
realm they call the "Philippines"?
Definitely, NOT the MUSLIMS...
Friday, December 21, 2007
11th POST
122107
Added the deltastar koprahar image
PENTAGRAM (5-pointed star) & EQUILATERAL TRIANGLE
are two well-known "conspiratorial symbols"
WHAT IS THE REAL MEANING/SIGNIFICANCE OF THESE
two ubiquitous symbols that can be seen in military logos, Katipunan,
Israeli flag, Moroccan flag, etc. etc...
Forgot a joke I thought about a while ago...
-Is it by chance that when I was about to ride the MRT escalator
at Recto, a man wearing a shirt printed at the back "SENIOR JAIL OFFICER"
was in front of me???...
-weDNESDAY i SAW A MAN SITTing pretty AT THE TOP OF A bILLBOARD
FRAMEWORK IN THE INTERSECTION OF edsa & wEST AVENUE
tmnp
Added the deltastar koprahar image
PENTAGRAM (5-pointed star) & EQUILATERAL TRIANGLE
are two well-known "conspiratorial symbols"
WHAT IS THE REAL MEANING/SIGNIFICANCE OF THESE
two ubiquitous symbols that can be seen in military logos, Katipunan,
Israeli flag, Moroccan flag, etc. etc...
Forgot a joke I thought about a while ago...
-Is it by chance that when I was about to ride the MRT escalator
at Recto, a man wearing a shirt printed at the back "SENIOR JAIL OFFICER"
was in front of me???...
-weDNESDAY i SAW A MAN SITTing pretty AT THE TOP OF A bILLBOARD
FRAMEWORK IN THE INTERSECTION OF edsa & wEST AVENUE
tmnp
Sunday, December 16, 2007
10th POST
121607
Need to fix this Blog...
So many mistakes/errors, disorganized...
REMINDER:
-COLORS
-LOLA's Death PREMONITION
-What else...
-Occult stories from my mother & aunts...
-CONSPIRACY THEORIES
Subsec UNORTHODOX HISTORY
Subsec E.T.s in BIBLE not so much UFOs
Subsec Secret Science: Pinatubo, Sumatrra earthquake, changing the weather
TMNP
Need to fix this Blog...
So many mistakes/errors, disorganized...
REMINDER:
-COLORS
-LOLA's Death PREMONITION
-What else...
-Occult stories from my mother & aunts...
-CONSPIRACY THEORIES
Subsec UNORTHODOX HISTORY
Subsec E.T.s in BIBLE not so much UFOs
Subsec Secret Science: Pinatubo, Sumatrra earthquake, changing the weather
TMNP
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
9th POST
121207
1:45 AM
THE TOUCH
vacation time 1990 or so+ In a room in my aunt's Olongapo Zambales property
Although we had our own room on the 2nd floor, I preferred
to sleep in my cousin Hermie's room which he shared with Cosme (or "Randy")
The room was constantly dark & I sleep soundly in a very dark room
[Like my mother, I am a very "shallow" sleeper. That is I am easily awakened by the slightest
sound & most especially by bright light... I envy those who snore...]
My aunt had a souvenir shop for US SERVICEMEN that was open until 2:00 AM.
But I slept at 9:00 & woke up at midnight to play chess, GG or pusoy or talk with
my cousin & other people at the store until closing time.
One night I was sleeping...
I felt a touch if I remember correctly [but I'm no longer sure] in my thigh or my torso.
My immediate reaction was to swipe at this foreign body on top of me.
It was repeated a second time & again I swiped at the imagined "mouse" that had "climbed up" to me...
I immediately got up & opened the light expecting to find a mouse of cockroach (but cockraoch have sharp/pointed legss)
running about...
But no mouse or cockroach around... The room was
about 2+m by 4+m [AM not good at estimating]... very clean & "sealed" with screened windows
& rubber liners on the door. Mice & cockroaches simply cannot get in or out of the room...
THE TOUCH felt EXACTLY like a finger thrust in one's body. Put your pointing finger on your thigh
like when you're feeling if the thigh is solid or plastic... THAT's how THE TOUCH felt...
To prevent the "mouse" from pestering me, I set a teheras or aluminum folding bed &
placed it on top of the original wooden bed & improvised a double deck bed... I continued my sleep...
The other wooden bed in the room was HERMIE's & it even had a mosquito net (KULAMbo) though the
room had screened windows. The strange thing is that there is a chain pull switch that led
to the bed. It was designed so that the occupant of the bed could instantly open the light...
Later I narrated the "mouse" story (=THE TOUCH) to my cousin & there & then the TRUTH about
the weird frightening experience which even "Randy" (or "Cosme") may have experienced too!
[It's only NOW that I realize maybe that was the reason why this third person seldom
slept in that room & slept somewhere else. He might have also experienced THE TOUCH...
but did not talk about it... My cousin explained to me the EXACT reason why he installed
the chain pull switch was precisely to "catch" whatever "it" was - that thing that
touched him while he slept... When he felt it or was awakened by it he had
to switch on the light but had to stand up to reach the wall switch...
I'm having goosebumps or my skin hair are standing this very moment...
so NOW I utter the three QULs of ISLAAMIC prayer....
THE CHAIN SWITCH + THE DOUBLE BED + THE TOUCH + THE SCORPION = JINN
THE TOUCH - I can only think of FOUR (4) explanations for this:
1) SCIENTIFIC: an E.T. (ultimately a material being) playing a joke on us...
2) SCIENTIFIC: Remote mind/psychic control again joke on us...
3) OCCULT: WITCHCRAFT/SIHR
4) RELIGIOUS/ISLAAMIC: A malevolent JINN ("Shaytan") teasing us...
THE SCORPION strengthens this fourth possibility
READER BE THE JUDGE:
There is more to this story because adjacent to that room was another room
where a strange happening/event had also occured to its female occupants.
I refer the READER to the UP DILIMAN Diskusyon sa UP forum
Miscellaneous ATBP Page 2 & find my "tubero_7162534" contribution to
the "can two people share the same dream at the same night"
EXACT URL IS:
http://dg.up.edu.ph/viewtopic.php?t=2258
& also the ghost making boso or peeping
THIS IS AN ADDITIONAL SUPPORT FOR THE JINN EXPLANATION...
ALL THESE HAPPENED BEFORE I REVERTED TO ISLAAM...
INTELLIGENT PEOPLE TAKE HEED...
1:45 AM
THE TOUCH
vacation time 1990 or so+ In a room in my aunt's Olongapo Zambales property
Although we had our own room on the 2nd floor, I preferred
to sleep in my cousin Hermie's room which he shared with Cosme (or "Randy")
The room was constantly dark & I sleep soundly in a very dark room
[Like my mother, I am a very "shallow" sleeper. That is I am easily awakened by the slightest
sound & most especially by bright light... I envy those who snore...]
My aunt had a souvenir shop for US SERVICEMEN that was open until 2:00 AM.
But I slept at 9:00 & woke up at midnight to play chess, GG or pusoy or talk with
my cousin & other people at the store until closing time.
One night I was sleeping...
I felt a touch if I remember correctly [but I'm no longer sure] in my thigh or my torso.
My immediate reaction was to swipe at this foreign body on top of me.
It was repeated a second time & again I swiped at the imagined "mouse" that had "climbed up" to me...
I immediately got up & opened the light expecting to find a mouse of cockroach (but cockraoch have sharp/pointed legss)
running about...
But no mouse or cockroach around... The room was
about 2+m by 4+m [AM not good at estimating]... very clean & "sealed" with screened windows
& rubber liners on the door. Mice & cockroaches simply cannot get in or out of the room...
THE TOUCH felt EXACTLY like a finger thrust in one's body. Put your pointing finger on your thigh
like when you're feeling if the thigh is solid or plastic... THAT's how THE TOUCH felt...
To prevent the "mouse" from pestering me, I set a teheras or aluminum folding bed &
placed it on top of the original wooden bed & improvised a double deck bed... I continued my sleep...
The other wooden bed in the room was HERMIE's & it even had a mosquito net (KULAMbo) though the
room had screened windows. The strange thing is that there is a chain pull switch that led
to the bed. It was designed so that the occupant of the bed could instantly open the light...
Later I narrated the "mouse" story (=THE TOUCH) to my cousin & there & then the TRUTH about
the weird frightening experience which even "Randy" (or "Cosme") may have experienced too!
[It's only NOW that I realize maybe that was the reason why this third person seldom
slept in that room & slept somewhere else. He might have also experienced THE TOUCH...
but did not talk about it... My cousin explained to me the EXACT reason why he installed
the chain pull switch was precisely to "catch" whatever "it" was - that thing that
touched him while he slept... When he felt it or was awakened by it he had
to switch on the light but had to stand up to reach the wall switch...
I'm having goosebumps or my skin hair are standing this very moment...
so NOW I utter the three QULs of ISLAAMIC prayer....
THE CHAIN SWITCH + THE DOUBLE BED + THE TOUCH + THE SCORPION = JINN
THE TOUCH - I can only think of FOUR (4) explanations for this:
1) SCIENTIFIC: an E.T. (ultimately a material being) playing a joke on us...
2) SCIENTIFIC: Remote mind/psychic control again joke on us...
3) OCCULT: WITCHCRAFT/SIHR
4) RELIGIOUS/ISLAAMIC: A malevolent JINN ("Shaytan") teasing us...
THE SCORPION strengthens this fourth possibility
READER BE THE JUDGE:
There is more to this story because adjacent to that room was another room
where a strange happening/event had also occured to its female occupants.
I refer the READER to the UP DILIMAN Diskusyon sa UP forum
Miscellaneous ATBP Page 2 & find my "tubero_7162534" contribution to
the "can two people share the same dream at the same night"
EXACT URL IS:
http://dg.up.edu.ph/viewtopic.php?t=2258
& also the ghost making boso or peeping
THIS IS AN ADDITIONAL SUPPORT FOR THE JINN EXPLANATION...
ALL THESE HAPPENED BEFORE I REVERTED TO ISLAAM...
INTELLIGENT PEOPLE TAKE HEED...
8th POST
111107
MANILA NI RAJAH SULAYMAN
Iwant to show how the TAGA-ILOG revolutionary
father of the 1896 "Philippine Revolution"
Andres De Castro Bonifacio REALLY looked like...
Compare his picture with the latest ones
which I believe had been retouched...
I got it from TEODORO AGONCILLO'S
book... Wait... I'll upload it as jpeg file...
Was in UP MANILA library this morning...
So many good books to read...
Also scanned latest journals & magazines...
Sample:
TIME mag
Many Chinese move in to Japan...
Reminds me of news item about Chinese warships
visiting Japan... What are the long-range plans
of these two EAST ASIAN giants and what are
the implications for NUSANTARA...?
PHIL FREE PRESS
OMI ... Fr. Layson? ... OMILF HAR!
Manila Bulletin PANORAMA mag
Article about MONEY...
Quotes Voltaire:
"WHEN IT IS A QUESTION OF MONEY,
EVERYBODY IS OF THE SAME RELIGION."
HAR!
MANILA NI RAJAH SULAYMAN
Iwant to show how the TAGA-ILOG revolutionary
father of the 1896 "Philippine Revolution"
Andres De Castro Bonifacio REALLY looked like...
Compare his picture with the latest ones
which I believe had been retouched...
I got it from TEODORO AGONCILLO'S
book... Wait... I'll upload it as jpeg file...
Was in UP MANILA library this morning...
So many good books to read...
Also scanned latest journals & magazines...
Sample:
TIME mag
Many Chinese move in to Japan...
Reminds me of news item about Chinese warships
visiting Japan... What are the long-range plans
of these two EAST ASIAN giants and what are
the implications for NUSANTARA...?
PHIL FREE PRESS
OMI ... Fr. Layson? ... OMILF HAR!
Manila Bulletin PANORAMA mag
Article about MONEY...
Quotes Voltaire:
"WHEN IT IS A QUESTION OF MONEY,
EVERYBODY IS OF THE SAME RELIGION."
HAR!
Saturday, December 8, 2007
7th POST
THIS POST (OR SIMILAR ONES) WAS INTENDED AS A NEWS COMMENTARY
POSTING IN LUWARAN WEBSITE... BUT SINCE IT HAD CHANGED ITS
POLICY?ATTITUDE TO MY POSTINGS I SHALL JUST POST EVERYTHING HERE
DELETED 5 REPEATED POSTINGS HACKED?...
11:00PM DEC07
So sleepy... Was reclining on our sofa/couch trying to stay awake/resisting
dozing off while watching evening news...
until I tuned to Eli Soriano TV program discussing the Bible
something about "speaking in tongues" & "foretelling the future"
It was in Tagalog & these are my translations into
English of "pagsasalita ng wika" & "panghuhula"
[He was discussing a section of I Corinthian.]
According to Soriano as per BIBLE foretelling is good
or NOT FORBIDDEN!
I thought in ISLAAM we are not supposed to
engage in fortune-telling & gambling...
I was laughing so much I lost my sleepiness
maybe I dont need to drink coffee...
Even JINNS have no knowlege of the future,
a part of ILM UL GHAYB, as proven by the account on PROPHET SULAYMAN (A.S.)
They just steal the communications of ANGELS...
News item: Blast in Melbourne * Chinese mine
I wonder if the latter is intentional to force China to
use OIL instead of COAL. China I read has conducted drillings
in SUDAN??? So there are Chinese military in SUDAN???
SOOOO SLEEPY...
4:00AM DEC08
THE SCORPION
>10 years ago in my late aunt's Olongapo Zambales property
while sleeping inside a room I noticed crawling on the floor
a scorpion about one inch long. I thought that was odd for the
room was quite "sealed" from the inside... It was very clean/well kept
only there was a drainage pipe's "clog access" protruding in one corner...
inside the room it's like being inside a cave or underground chamber
'coz it was constantly dark.
But I kept the low ceiling incandescent lamp with chain switch on & I was
sleeping on a teheras or folding bed atop another wooden bed!
These two facts: that the bed was a makeshift "double deck
bed" & the light had an extra chain control switch have a single/solo
reason [which I shall detail later in another story]
will give one an idea why (i consider) the SCORPION was a JINN!
This weird/frightening story about THE TOUCH shows that
EITHER witchcraft is/JINNs are real OR human beings have found
a scientific way to extend the senses as in "mental projecion"
or "out-of-body travel"...
I want the reader to ponder the connnection between
the terms in my formula/equation:
THE SWITCH + THE DOUBLE DECK + THE SCORPION = JINN!
THE SNAKE
Spent the night in my cousin's house Took a bath Noticed stone plug A snake went into the hole/drain...
was reminded of advice of Muslims regarding JINNs in the form of snakes if seen in one's house...
This happened inside the bath/comfort room of my cousin HERMIE
who was the occupant of the room in my first account before/above
& the one who improvised the chain switch. (I improvised the double deck.)
Both improvisations were due to a SINGLE CAUSE/REASON: THE TOUCH!
Note: THE SNAKE experience came later after THE SCORPION.
My cousin moved to his own house/property
in what they call TABACOHAN in Sta.Rita a barangay of Olongapo Zambales
after the Mt. Pinatubo eruption & U.S. military pullout from their bases
[WONDER IF IT'S TRUE THAT BEFORE THE PINATUBO ERUPTION
THE PNOC WAS CONDUCTING DRILLINGS DAW NEAR THE AREA???
INTENTIONALLY TRIGGERED VOLCANO???
(SHALL DISCUSS THESE CONSPIRACY THEORIES ON SECRET WEAPONS & SECRET SCIENCE:
CHANGING THE WEATHER & TRIGGERING TSUNAMIS/EARTHQUAKES & VOLCANIC ERUPTIONS...) INDEED, THERE ARE INTERNET CONSPIRACY TALES THAT ACHEH TSUNAMI WAS TRIGGERED BY INDIAN OCEAN UNDERSEA NUKE EXPLOSION - BY ISRAEL OR SOUTH AFRICA!]
I'm not so sure if our experiences happened before or after the Mt. Pinatubo eruption.
If there are BEINGS from the earth's inner underground layers then these might have been released by the volcanic explosion...
[See YOUTUBE VIDEOS on SOUNDS FROM HELL - but these are not convincing]
12:15PM DEC08
NOON NEWS CH11
Authorities will nab drunk passengers in jeepneys
Interviewees all praises for the plan
MY COMMENT : WHY NOT JUST PADLOCK/CLOSE ALL THOSE
ALCOHOL MANUFACURERS?
See how people who think MEDYA-MEDYA
Their sollutions to problems are also MEDYA-MEDYA
just like MEDIA
SHALL TEACH READERS AN ISLAAMIC PRINCIPLE
THAT CURES THIS MENTAL ATTITUDE/DISEASE
TMNP
11:30 PM DEC08
NOTES ON BATANGAN STUDIES:
Better type & record the following while the ideas are still "HOT"
lest my mind wander again & lose the important details...
While having merienda interviewed my old aunt about old BATANGAS,
weaving (HABI) and others.
- She said the center of KULAMBO weaving was in IBAAN although they also
wove in Alitagtag, Bauan... Batanguenos were well-knowm travelling
KULAMBO SELLERS.
-They bought the ABACA thread from BATANGAS CITY or BAUAN & just wove it in their own
barrios... ABACA FIBER came from BIKOL Even Davao was known in Batangas as as source of abaca fiber
She mentioned the most ALA-EH PUNTO was in TAAL
TAAL - BALISONG & BURDA INDUSTRY &
IBAAN - KULAMBO INDUSTRY
My aunt claimed that even in 1948 when she
worked briefly for a fee as poll clerk the dead also voted then
NOTE 1948 MAY DAYAAN NA SA ELEKSYON!
As a child wandering about the place
I remember many a respectable house in ALITAGTAG had its
own weaving machine. OURS was dismantled in the
1970's & most parts ended up unfortunately as firewood
POTENTIALLY THOUSANDS OF PESOS WORTH NOWADAYS
-The width of the clothe was 45 inches at most sometimes
36 inches It takes half-a day to weave a 1 meter length of
fine clothe 'MASINSIN This was a task for experienced weavers,
weaving less tight cloth like kulambo was left to younger people
Normal total length for bedsheet (KUMOT): 6 meters.
BY THE DIRECTOR OF THE ANTI-EXTINCTION INSTITUTE OF ULALO (A.E.I.O.U.)
or KONTRA-PAGLAHO
POSSIBLE AVENUES OF INQUIRY:
THE ECONOMICS OF THE ABACA & ABACA WEAVE:
BIKOL BATANGAS LINK
THE MOSQUITO & ITS ROLE/CONNECTION IN THE KULAMBO BUSINESS
MUSLIM READERS NOTE: THE TERM IN BAHASA ACHEH IS KLEUMBU
& IN TAGALOG TOO (I THINK IT'S BAHASA ULTIMATELY) WHY THE SAME TERM?
I DON'T BELIEVE THERE WAS ANY DIRECT LINK BETWEEN ACHEH & SULU. WHAT MORE WITH BATANGAS... THE COLONIZING DUTCH, SPANIARDS & AMERICANS SHOULD KNOW THE REASON...
TMNP
RAJAH KULAMBO
POSTING IN LUWARAN WEBSITE... BUT SINCE IT HAD CHANGED ITS
POLICY?ATTITUDE TO MY POSTINGS I SHALL JUST POST EVERYTHING HERE
DELETED 5 REPEATED POSTINGS HACKED?...
11:00PM DEC07
So sleepy... Was reclining on our sofa/couch trying to stay awake/resisting
dozing off while watching evening news...
until I tuned to Eli Soriano TV program discussing the Bible
something about "speaking in tongues" & "foretelling the future"
It was in Tagalog & these are my translations into
English of "pagsasalita ng wika" & "panghuhula"
[He was discussing a section of I Corinthian.]
According to Soriano as per BIBLE foretelling is good
or NOT FORBIDDEN!
I thought in ISLAAM we are not supposed to
engage in fortune-telling & gambling...
I was laughing so much I lost my sleepiness
maybe I dont need to drink coffee...
Even JINNS have no knowlege of the future,
a part of ILM UL GHAYB, as proven by the account on PROPHET SULAYMAN (A.S.)
They just steal the communications of ANGELS...
News item: Blast in Melbourne * Chinese mine
I wonder if the latter is intentional to force China to
use OIL instead of COAL. China I read has conducted drillings
in SUDAN??? So there are Chinese military in SUDAN???
SOOOO SLEEPY...
4:00AM DEC08
THE SCORPION
>10 years ago in my late aunt's Olongapo Zambales property
while sleeping inside a room I noticed crawling on the floor
a scorpion about one inch long. I thought that was odd for the
room was quite "sealed" from the inside... It was very clean/well kept
only there was a drainage pipe's "clog access" protruding in one corner...
inside the room it's like being inside a cave or underground chamber
'coz it was constantly dark.
But I kept the low ceiling incandescent lamp with chain switch on & I was
sleeping on a teheras or folding bed atop another wooden bed!
These two facts: that the bed was a makeshift "double deck
bed" & the light had an extra chain control switch have a single/solo
reason [which I shall detail later in another story]
will give one an idea why (i consider) the SCORPION was a JINN!
This weird/frightening story about THE TOUCH shows that
EITHER witchcraft is/JINNs are real OR human beings have found
a scientific way to extend the senses as in "mental projecion"
or "out-of-body travel"...
I want the reader to ponder the connnection between
the terms in my formula/equation:
THE SWITCH + THE DOUBLE DECK + THE SCORPION = JINN!
THE SNAKE
Spent the night in my cousin's house Took a bath Noticed stone plug A snake went into the hole/drain...
was reminded of advice of Muslims regarding JINNs in the form of snakes if seen in one's house...
This happened inside the bath/comfort room of my cousin HERMIE
who was the occupant of the room in my first account before/above
& the one who improvised the chain switch. (I improvised the double deck.)
Both improvisations were due to a SINGLE CAUSE/REASON: THE TOUCH!
Note: THE SNAKE experience came later after THE SCORPION.
My cousin moved to his own house/property
in what they call TABACOHAN in Sta.Rita a barangay of Olongapo Zambales
after the Mt. Pinatubo eruption & U.S. military pullout from their bases
[WONDER IF IT'S TRUE THAT BEFORE THE PINATUBO ERUPTION
THE PNOC WAS CONDUCTING DRILLINGS DAW NEAR THE AREA???
INTENTIONALLY TRIGGERED VOLCANO???
(SHALL DISCUSS THESE CONSPIRACY THEORIES ON SECRET WEAPONS & SECRET SCIENCE:
CHANGING THE WEATHER & TRIGGERING TSUNAMIS/EARTHQUAKES & VOLCANIC ERUPTIONS...) INDEED, THERE ARE INTERNET CONSPIRACY TALES THAT ACHEH TSUNAMI WAS TRIGGERED BY INDIAN OCEAN UNDERSEA NUKE EXPLOSION - BY ISRAEL OR SOUTH AFRICA!]
I'm not so sure if our experiences happened before or after the Mt. Pinatubo eruption.
If there are BEINGS from the earth's inner underground layers then these might have been released by the volcanic explosion...
[See YOUTUBE VIDEOS on SOUNDS FROM HELL - but these are not convincing]
12:15PM DEC08
NOON NEWS CH11
Authorities will nab drunk passengers in jeepneys
Interviewees all praises for the plan
MY COMMENT : WHY NOT JUST PADLOCK/CLOSE ALL THOSE
ALCOHOL MANUFACURERS?
See how people who think MEDYA-MEDYA
Their sollutions to problems are also MEDYA-MEDYA
just like MEDIA
SHALL TEACH READERS AN ISLAAMIC PRINCIPLE
THAT CURES THIS MENTAL ATTITUDE/DISEASE
TMNP
11:30 PM DEC08
NOTES ON BATANGAN STUDIES:
Better type & record the following while the ideas are still "HOT"
lest my mind wander again & lose the important details...
While having merienda interviewed my old aunt about old BATANGAS,
weaving (HABI) and others.
- She said the center of KULAMBO weaving was in IBAAN although they also
wove in Alitagtag, Bauan... Batanguenos were well-knowm travelling
KULAMBO SELLERS.
-They bought the ABACA thread from BATANGAS CITY or BAUAN & just wove it in their own
barrios... ABACA FIBER came from BIKOL Even Davao was known in Batangas as as source of abaca fiber
She mentioned the most ALA-EH PUNTO was in TAAL
TAAL - BALISONG & BURDA INDUSTRY &
IBAAN - KULAMBO INDUSTRY
My aunt claimed that even in 1948 when she
worked briefly for a fee as poll clerk the dead also voted then
NOTE 1948 MAY DAYAAN NA SA ELEKSYON!
As a child wandering about the place
I remember many a respectable house in ALITAGTAG had its
own weaving machine. OURS was dismantled in the
1970's & most parts ended up unfortunately as firewood
POTENTIALLY THOUSANDS OF PESOS WORTH NOWADAYS
-The width of the clothe was 45 inches at most sometimes
36 inches It takes half-a day to weave a 1 meter length of
fine clothe 'MASINSIN This was a task for experienced weavers,
weaving less tight cloth like kulambo was left to younger people
Normal total length for bedsheet (KUMOT): 6 meters.
BY THE DIRECTOR OF THE ANTI-EXTINCTION INSTITUTE OF ULALO (A.E.I.O.U.)
or KONTRA-PAGLAHO
POSSIBLE AVENUES OF INQUIRY:
THE ECONOMICS OF THE ABACA & ABACA WEAVE:
BIKOL BATANGAS LINK
THE MOSQUITO & ITS ROLE/CONNECTION IN THE KULAMBO BUSINESS
MUSLIM READERS NOTE: THE TERM IN BAHASA ACHEH IS KLEUMBU
& IN TAGALOG TOO (I THINK IT'S BAHASA ULTIMATELY) WHY THE SAME TERM?
I DON'T BELIEVE THERE WAS ANY DIRECT LINK BETWEEN ACHEH & SULU. WHAT MORE WITH BATANGAS... THE COLONIZING DUTCH, SPANIARDS & AMERICANS SHOULD KNOW THE REASON...
TMNP
RAJAH KULAMBO
Sunday, December 2, 2007
6th POST
120307
My! TIME really FLIES!
A major or minor sign according to MUSLIMS is the rapid flow of TIME...
IMITATING [as in "TAQLID"] the style of Western existential
writers like Camus, Sartre with their single-word titles...
THE COCKROACH
About a week ago I found a cockroach that was shedding its coat.
It looked white as milk & only "1 step" away from freeing itself
from its old covering.
[I didnt know cockroaches also undergo "MOLTING".]
It wasnt moving & I thought it was dead. I immediately put it
in a clear plastic bag with the intent of donating or even selling (! : ))
it to interested biologists/zoologists or students for use as exhibit item.
I let in some air in the bag.
After about five (5) days it was still stationary but it was alive.
The third day I was surprised to find out it had re-entered its coat!
I thought, "Gininaw siguro kaya bumalik." It looked naked in its pure
white state of molting & returned to its dark reddish brown usual appearance.
Two days ago I discovered it had escaped by chewing off the plastic.
I wonder where it is now. I entertain the idea that it might have been a "non-ordinary" cockroach. In ISLAAMIC tradition/lore they say JINNs can appear as animals.
But I DOUBT if one would ever appear as a cockroach!
I am more inclined to believe THE SCORPION I saw years back inside a room
in ZAMBALES was a JINN! And my cousin HERMIE's THE SNAKE in his bathroom...
More about these strange incidents/experiences later...
We have so many cockroaches here in the house that we kill at least two a day.
No, we are not unsanitary in habits but the house is really full of gaps/openings
that mice & cockroaches, spiders & crickets can go in & out"at will".
[Do animals have "WILL"?]
Of course, I kill mice & cockroaches while invoking the name of the CREATOR...
Am not really following the Hindu JAIN way but I BELIEVE I HAVE NO RIGHT
TO DESTROY OR KILL ANYTHING [ESPECIALLY LIVING BEINGS]
THAT I DID NOT CREATE...
One should realize how GRAVE it is to KILL a HUMAN BEING whether in RETALIATION,
as a JUDGE-EXECUTIONER or in MERCY-KILLING or ABORTION.
"EUTHANASIA" is a relatively recent issue in PHILOSOPHY & I wonder
if ISLAAMIC JURISPRUDENCE has tackled it & related issues...
Potentially verbose & contentious topix for discussion in this or another BLOG...
A few hours ago, we (including my aunt 8 mother) were almost arguing over why the
refrigerator was unplugged... Only my elder brother who is presently out of the house
& a distant male relative who did not sleep here for the night could have unplugged it. But these two persons have no REASON at all for doing this. Now WHO DUNNIT???... I told my aunt only the five of us could have done it. Of course I wil not accept that some other BEING did it.
I normally try to EXHAUST ALL MATERIALISTIC/SCIENTIFIC ARGUMENTS/POSSIBILITIES/EXPLANATIONS before adopting other MODES of EXPLANATION or alternative PERSPECTIVES.
NOTE: I DEFINITELY am NOT a NAIVE thinker because I have done DEPTH THINKING
FOR MYSELF & even reading into PHILOSOPHY OF MATHEMATICS, PHILOSOPHY OF SCIENCE...
THE REFRIGERATOR
Ours is an old G.E. refrigerator
[Old Joke:
Q. Why did the old retired PMA'er military officer salute every time it faced the refrigerator?
A. Bec. it was "GENERAL" Electric! HAR! We used to have also an "ADMIRAL" freezer! Were these model names chosen by PURE CHANCE/LUCK???]
that was bought in 1973 when we moved to MANILA from OLONGAPO, ZAMBALES for our secondary studies.
DIGRESSION
I was born in Olongapo (where my late aunt owned a business/property given to her
by Americans & where my late father worked as a civilian employee of the U.S. Naval Base
at Subic) & lived there up to Grade 6. I have lived in Manila since 1973 but have also
stayed for some length of time in Batangas. Batangas-Manila-Zambales...
Our ancestral home is in ALITAGTAG, Batangas which we consider our real place of origin...
POSSIBLE BLOG TOPIC: MIGRATION & ORIGINS/TRIBAL AFFILIATIONS & IDENTITY
=======================================================================
DALAM BAHASA MALAYU: NENEK MOYANG SAYA atau SAYA BERASAL DARI BATANGAN/WANGSA atau DAERAH atau TANAH BATANGAN-TAGA-ILOG.]
---Statement INI UNTUK ORANG-ORANG NUSANTARA---...]
KALAU/JIKA SEORANG MAU BACA POSTINGS SAYA DIA HARUS BISA BACA BAHASA ARAB, INGGRIS, MALAYU DAN TAGALOG - SEMUAH PIDGIN!!!
DAN DIA HARUS JUGA SUKA BERMAKAN MAKANAN2 ARAB DAN INDO-MALAYU HAR!
========================================================================
NOTE: the BATANGANS (Batanguenos) are well known travelling businessmen.
Traditional MINDANAW MORO brothers have told me even in KUTAWATO there are BATANGANs...
[Am reminded of a fellow BATANGAN revert (Namatay na) who was (IN)famous for his technique of what I would call HOLD-UP (as in HOLD-UPPER!) DA'WAH.
Traditional MUSLIMS especially DAIs/DAIYAHS mught be wondering if there is such a thing!
Extremely SERIOUS topic especially for ULAMA but equally EXTREMELY FUNNY HAR! HAR!
END OF LENGTHY DIGRESSION
COMPARE prices: the ref, cooking range/oven, dining table & chairs & air-con (last item?-unsure) were all bought for the total cost of P5000 only in 1973!
[OTHER POSSIBLE BLOG TOPIX: ECONOMIX especially the DOLLAR EXCHANGE RATE,
GLOBAL, REGIONAL & LOCAL ECONOMY, MONEY AS COMMODITY etc...
There is more to this refrigerator thing because it has a role to play in my OCCULT story
about the death of my maternal grandmother in 1976...
TO BE CONTINUED
My! TIME really FLIES!
A major or minor sign according to MUSLIMS is the rapid flow of TIME...
IMITATING [as in "TAQLID"] the style of Western existential
writers like Camus, Sartre with their single-word titles...
THE COCKROACH
About a week ago I found a cockroach that was shedding its coat.
It looked white as milk & only "1 step" away from freeing itself
from its old covering.
[I didnt know cockroaches also undergo "MOLTING".]
It wasnt moving & I thought it was dead. I immediately put it
in a clear plastic bag with the intent of donating or even selling (! : ))
it to interested biologists/zoologists or students for use as exhibit item.
I let in some air in the bag.
After about five (5) days it was still stationary but it was alive.
The third day I was surprised to find out it had re-entered its coat!
I thought, "Gininaw siguro kaya bumalik." It looked naked in its pure
white state of molting & returned to its dark reddish brown usual appearance.
Two days ago I discovered it had escaped by chewing off the plastic.
I wonder where it is now. I entertain the idea that it might have been a "non-ordinary" cockroach. In ISLAAMIC tradition/lore they say JINNs can appear as animals.
But I DOUBT if one would ever appear as a cockroach!
I am more inclined to believe THE SCORPION I saw years back inside a room
in ZAMBALES was a JINN! And my cousin HERMIE's THE SNAKE in his bathroom...
More about these strange incidents/experiences later...
We have so many cockroaches here in the house that we kill at least two a day.
No, we are not unsanitary in habits but the house is really full of gaps/openings
that mice & cockroaches, spiders & crickets can go in & out"at will".
[Do animals have "WILL"?]
Of course, I kill mice & cockroaches while invoking the name of the CREATOR...
Am not really following the Hindu JAIN way but I BELIEVE I HAVE NO RIGHT
TO DESTROY OR KILL ANYTHING [ESPECIALLY LIVING BEINGS]
THAT I DID NOT CREATE...
One should realize how GRAVE it is to KILL a HUMAN BEING whether in RETALIATION,
as a JUDGE-EXECUTIONER or in MERCY-KILLING or ABORTION.
"EUTHANASIA" is a relatively recent issue in PHILOSOPHY & I wonder
if ISLAAMIC JURISPRUDENCE has tackled it & related issues...
Potentially verbose & contentious topix for discussion in this or another BLOG...
A few hours ago, we (including my aunt 8 mother) were almost arguing over why the
refrigerator was unplugged... Only my elder brother who is presently out of the house
& a distant male relative who did not sleep here for the night could have unplugged it. But these two persons have no REASON at all for doing this. Now WHO DUNNIT???... I told my aunt only the five of us could have done it. Of course I wil not accept that some other BEING did it.
I normally try to EXHAUST ALL MATERIALISTIC/SCIENTIFIC ARGUMENTS/POSSIBILITIES/EXPLANATIONS before adopting other MODES of EXPLANATION or alternative PERSPECTIVES.
NOTE: I DEFINITELY am NOT a NAIVE thinker because I have done DEPTH THINKING
FOR MYSELF & even reading into PHILOSOPHY OF MATHEMATICS, PHILOSOPHY OF SCIENCE...
THE REFRIGERATOR
Ours is an old G.E. refrigerator
[Old Joke:
Q. Why did the old retired PMA'er military officer salute every time it faced the refrigerator?
A. Bec. it was "GENERAL" Electric! HAR! We used to have also an "ADMIRAL" freezer! Were these model names chosen by PURE CHANCE/LUCK???]
that was bought in 1973 when we moved to MANILA from OLONGAPO, ZAMBALES for our secondary studies.
DIGRESSION
I was born in Olongapo (where my late aunt owned a business/property given to her
by Americans & where my late father worked as a civilian employee of the U.S. Naval Base
at Subic) & lived there up to Grade 6. I have lived in Manila since 1973 but have also
stayed for some length of time in Batangas. Batangas-Manila-Zambales...
Our ancestral home is in ALITAGTAG, Batangas which we consider our real place of origin...
POSSIBLE BLOG TOPIC: MIGRATION & ORIGINS/TRIBAL AFFILIATIONS & IDENTITY
=======================================================================
DALAM BAHASA MALAYU: NENEK MOYANG SAYA atau SAYA BERASAL DARI BATANGAN/WANGSA atau DAERAH atau TANAH BATANGAN-TAGA-ILOG.]
---Statement INI UNTUK ORANG-ORANG NUSANTARA---...]
KALAU/JIKA SEORANG MAU BACA POSTINGS SAYA DIA HARUS BISA BACA BAHASA ARAB, INGGRIS, MALAYU DAN TAGALOG - SEMUAH PIDGIN!!!
DAN DIA HARUS JUGA SUKA BERMAKAN MAKANAN2 ARAB DAN INDO-MALAYU HAR!
========================================================================
NOTE: the BATANGANS (Batanguenos) are well known travelling businessmen.
Traditional MINDANAW MORO brothers have told me even in KUTAWATO there are BATANGANs...
[Am reminded of a fellow BATANGAN revert (Namatay na) who was (IN)famous for his technique of what I would call HOLD-UP (as in HOLD-UPPER!) DA'WAH.
Traditional MUSLIMS especially DAIs/DAIYAHS mught be wondering if there is such a thing!
Extremely SERIOUS topic especially for ULAMA but equally EXTREMELY FUNNY HAR! HAR!
END OF LENGTHY DIGRESSION
COMPARE prices: the ref, cooking range/oven, dining table & chairs & air-con (last item?-unsure) were all bought for the total cost of P5000 only in 1973!
[OTHER POSSIBLE BLOG TOPIX: ECONOMIX especially the DOLLAR EXCHANGE RATE,
GLOBAL, REGIONAL & LOCAL ECONOMY, MONEY AS COMMODITY etc...
There is more to this refrigerator thing because it has a role to play in my OCCULT story
about the death of my maternal grandmother in 1976...
TO BE CONTINUED
Monday, November 26, 2007
5th POST
112607
Death Anniversary
of my maternal grandmother
who died in 1976 when I was
in 4th year high school at
the Ateneo de Manila University
in Loyola Heights...
Will tell you a "ghost story" later
in this blog... So the reader will
understand why I cannot be
an atheist...
I have to organize my ideas &
maybe create additional blogs
for my interests...
PHILOSOPHY
RELIGION & MYSTICISM.
OCCULT, MAGICK, including
ISLAAM
SCIENCE & TECHNOLOGY
ARTS & CRAFTS
MALAYOLOGY
BANGSAMORO STUDIES
ENIGMATOLOGY
OTHERS
Please keep reading...
Death Anniversary
of my maternal grandmother
who died in 1976 when I was
in 4th year high school at
the Ateneo de Manila University
in Loyola Heights...
Will tell you a "ghost story" later
in this blog... So the reader will
understand why I cannot be
an atheist...
I have to organize my ideas &
maybe create additional blogs
for my interests...
PHILOSOPHY
RELIGION & MYSTICISM.
OCCULT, MAGICK, including
ISLAAM
SCIENCE & TECHNOLOGY
ARTS & CRAFTS
MALAYOLOGY
BANGSAMORO STUDIES
ENIGMATOLOGY
OTHERS
Please keep reading...
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
4th POST
112007
Within a mall...
Of course, "they" or "big brother" or "the conspirators"
can find anybody out in a matter of minutes or even seconds
in the Internet... You don't believe me?...
Even watched with amusement an arcade game
which I think is really addictive once one engages
in it. The more I reflect upon the "mall phenomenon"
& the game arcades within , the more I am convinced
that indeed all these SCENTS, SIGHTS & SOUNDS, & TASTES
were "PLANNED" by somebody/somegroup...
Is it a matter of pure profit motive that they created or devised
such contrivances (& rides in, say, Enchanted Kingdom)?
The hammer game & its adherents I observed exemplifies
P.T. Barnum's "A sucker is born every minute."
Am still thinking about ORGANIZING this blog of mine...
I originally imagined a plain BLACK screen with an
image in the center which when clicked expands to
reveal several icons... but my sheer INERTIA (better
term for laziness) resisted any effort at actualizing
a nice idea... I prefer words and sentences to images
& sounds which remind me of Shakespeare's "full
of sound & fury signifying NOTHING"! Just try
going thru the hundreds or thousands of blogs in
the Internet & see how empty & nonsensical people
have become..
I didn't conceive my blog to be a mere "diary" or journal.
Anyway...
I prayed a while ago but am not that certain about
the exact time & direction of "QIBLAH" but I tried
my best...
Before I mention anything further about the AGAMA
I'll try to bring out first all the "UNHOLY" thoughts
still remaining in my brain. It is not that easy to
change one's ideas or convictions... It takes time
(& luck (?) ) to shift from disbelief to belief to faith...
But I assure the reader that it can be "developed"...
At least that is my experience or in my own case...
Existentialism... Kierkegaard, Nietzsche, Camus...
Maybe I'll just provide key quotes that express
best their ideas or those to which I agree or
expresses my own.
"Brevity is the soul of wit." - Shakespeare
[Some conspiracy theorists CONSTHEORS
claim Shakespeare was not an individual...]
Can anybody beat this "shorty"?
I really like one-liners. Even in cartoons. That's why I liked
Dennis the Menace & other shorties...
I really believe human beings now have
shorter attention spans compared to the
thinkers in the past who had no ballpens
or strong fluorescent lamps to help them...
I suspect the culprit: the indecipherable ingredients
of packaged foods like noodles, powder juice
etc. I always say aloud at home "Nakaka-bobo"
or "Pampa-bobo" [i.e. makes one stupid or
[TANG was originally conceived as food for
astronauts. This is what I know.]
THat's why I have to limit the length of
my posts. I even believe one should limit
oneself to one (1) hour during public
speeches/lectures. Half hour for the talk
& the remaining half for exchange/
audience interaction.
Within a mall...
Of course, "they" or "big brother" or "the conspirators"
can find anybody out in a matter of minutes or even seconds
in the Internet... You don't believe me?...
Even watched with amusement an arcade game
which I think is really addictive once one engages
in it. The more I reflect upon the "mall phenomenon"
& the game arcades within , the more I am convinced
that indeed all these SCENTS, SIGHTS & SOUNDS, & TASTES
were "PLANNED" by somebody/somegroup...
Is it a matter of pure profit motive that they created or devised
such contrivances (& rides in, say, Enchanted Kingdom)?
The hammer game & its adherents I observed exemplifies
P.T. Barnum's "A sucker is born every minute."
Am still thinking about ORGANIZING this blog of mine...
I originally imagined a plain BLACK screen with an
image in the center which when clicked expands to
reveal several icons... but my sheer INERTIA (better
term for laziness) resisted any effort at actualizing
a nice idea... I prefer words and sentences to images
& sounds which remind me of Shakespeare's "full
of sound & fury signifying NOTHING"! Just try
going thru the hundreds or thousands of blogs in
the Internet & see how empty & nonsensical people
have become..
I didn't conceive my blog to be a mere "diary" or journal.
Anyway...
I prayed a while ago but am not that certain about
the exact time & direction of "QIBLAH" but I tried
my best...
Before I mention anything further about the AGAMA
I'll try to bring out first all the "UNHOLY" thoughts
still remaining in my brain. It is not that easy to
change one's ideas or convictions... It takes time
(& luck (?) ) to shift from disbelief to belief to faith...
But I assure the reader that it can be "developed"...
At least that is my experience or in my own case...
Existentialism... Kierkegaard, Nietzsche, Camus...
Maybe I'll just provide key quotes that express
best their ideas or those to which I agree or
expresses my own.
"Brevity is the soul of wit." - Shakespeare
[Some conspiracy theorists CONSTHEORS
claim Shakespeare was not an individual...]
Can anybody beat this "shorty"?
I really like one-liners. Even in cartoons. That's why I liked
Dennis the Menace & other shorties...
I really believe human beings now have
shorter attention spans compared to the
thinkers in the past who had no ballpens
or strong fluorescent lamps to help them...
I suspect the culprit: the indecipherable ingredients
of packaged foods like noodles, powder juice
etc. I always say aloud at home "Nakaka-bobo"
or "Pampa-bobo" [i.e. makes one stupid or
[TANG was originally conceived as food for
astronauts. This is what I know.]
THat's why I have to limit the length of
my posts. I even believe one should limit
oneself to one (1) hour during public
speeches/lectures. Half hour for the talk
& the remaining half for exchange/
audience interaction.
Monday, November 19, 2007
3rd POST
112007
Continuing my Camus quotes:
"I would rather live my life as if there is a God
and die to find out there isn't, than live my life
as if there isn't and die to find out there is. "
[I DON'T really understand this first one...]
"Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal. "
[This fits me to a T.]
"One leader, one people, signifies one master and millions of slaves."
"The society based on production is only productive, not creative."
"There is but one truly serious philosophical problem and that is suicide.
Judging whether life is or is not worth living amounts to answering the
fundamental question of philosophy."
"We get into the habit of living before acquiring the habit of thinking."
I didn't quote some other statements because they no longer fit me
as a "believer" - (English translation of an Arabic term)
I
think this is enough for the French absurdist-existentialist writer.
Camus was born in Oran, Algeria. His book L'etranger (The Outsider
translated by Stuart Gilbert) is one of the most important books I have
ever read which really HIT me. The novel tackles the murder of an
ARAB! I wonder if Bush was briefed about MY life... because I read in one
website that Bush read or was holding or discussed or whatever this
work of Camus... I will discuss it later as a matter of course...
Continuing my Camus quotes:
"I would rather live my life as if there is a God
and die to find out there isn't, than live my life
as if there isn't and die to find out there is. "
[I DON'T really understand this first one...]
"Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal. "
[This fits me to a T.]
"One leader, one people, signifies one master and millions of slaves."
"The society based on production is only productive, not creative."
"There is but one truly serious philosophical problem and that is suicide.
Judging whether life is or is not worth living amounts to answering the
fundamental question of philosophy."
"We get into the habit of living before acquiring the habit of thinking."
I didn't quote some other statements because they no longer fit me
as a "believer" - (English translation of an Arabic term)
I
think this is enough for the French absurdist-existentialist writer.
Camus was born in Oran, Algeria. His book L'etranger (The Outsider
translated by Stuart Gilbert) is one of the most important books I have
ever read which really HIT me. The novel tackles the murder of an
ARAB! I wonder if Bush was briefed about MY life... because I read in one
website that Bush read or was holding or discussed or whatever this
work of Camus... I will discuss it later as a matter of course...
Friday, November 16, 2007
2nd POST 111607
Nov. 16, 2007 7:16 P.M.
Attended EIR's Michael Billington talk
& was able to ask a question but couldn't
compose my thoughts clearly/logically
so wasn't able to exploit the full opportunity
Learned that "environmentalism" & "C02
problem" are the gimmicks of some groups...
I thought: why are some people not satisfied
with their own problems/misery/happiness
& try to INVOLVE others... I am definitely
not like them because I live my life privately/
to myself... Maybe I'm autistic without
knowing it??? They say that man is a social
animal (i.e. gregarious) but I feel Albert Camus
was fundamentally correct that one's death is
in a sense "one's own." Even Albert Einstein said
something similar: that in the final analysis one is
alone by oneself in one's existence.
You will die alone. Even if you try to
involve your most beloved one in a death pact
I doubt if you'll end up together in the same place
in the hereafter. [Imagine, a la Rome & Juliet
lovers' "suicide" pact, but one ends up in
heaven/intermediate place while the other ends
up in hell! HAR!
Quotes from Albert Camus
(Camus, an atheist-existential philosopher was one of the important
thinkers who influenced my early thinking. I read him in high school.
I wondered why his ideas struck a chord with my own... like he was
writing my own ideas... I had to undergo first the existential angst
before I decided to "have a religion". So my having a religion is not
really that simple because it is grounded on an existentialist base.)
"Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me; I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.”
"What is a rebel? A man who says NO.”
"We are all special cases."
Camus style: Brief, simple, direct, devastating...
To be continued...
I intend to share my knowledge of other
people's ideas in so far as I AGREE with
theirs & shall write MY OWN later
TMNP
Attended EIR's Michael Billington talk
& was able to ask a question but couldn't
compose my thoughts clearly/logically
so wasn't able to exploit the full opportunity
Learned that "environmentalism" & "C02
problem" are the gimmicks of some groups...
I thought: why are some people not satisfied
with their own problems/misery/happiness
& try to INVOLVE others... I am definitely
not like them because I live my life privately/
to myself... Maybe I'm autistic without
knowing it??? They say that man is a social
animal (i.e. gregarious) but I feel Albert Camus
was fundamentally correct that one's death is
in a sense "one's own." Even Albert Einstein said
something similar: that in the final analysis one is
alone by oneself in one's existence.
You will die alone. Even if you try to
involve your most beloved one in a death pact
I doubt if you'll end up together in the same place
in the hereafter. [Imagine, a la Rome & Juliet
lovers' "suicide" pact, but one ends up in
heaven/intermediate place while the other ends
up in hell! HAR!
Quotes from Albert Camus
(Camus, an atheist-existential philosopher was one of the important
thinkers who influenced my early thinking. I read him in high school.
I wondered why his ideas struck a chord with my own... like he was
writing my own ideas... I had to undergo first the existential angst
before I decided to "have a religion". So my having a religion is not
really that simple because it is grounded on an existentialist base.)
"Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me; I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.”
"What is a rebel? A man who says NO.”
"We are all special cases."
Camus style: Brief, simple, direct, devastating...
To be continued...
I intend to share my knowledge of other
people's ideas in so far as I AGREE with
theirs & shall write MY OWN later
TMNP
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