POST 159: DREAM OR REALITY?

Monday, March 09, 2009
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1990--1991? or late 80's? Am unsure... But I think it was after the Pinatubo eruption... There were several political & natural events following 1986 that are memorable to me... 1987 coup d'etat when I was the only one left at home in Manila - on the 2nd? or 3rd? day of the coup I went home to Batangas & stayed there for one year... Then I was in Batangas when two natural events occurred: the Baguio City earthquake & the Mt. Pinatubo eruption. I think the first triggered the second... I was in Batangas but I really felt & realized the SCALE of the physical happenings. The quake was strong even in Batangas & I immediately realized that there would be terrible damages somewhere... The Pinatubo eruption was more "devastating" & I really REALIZED THEN & THERE the immensity of the event - more on this story later...

I really believe this happened AFTER the Pinatubo eruption. (I was not in Olongapo during the eruption & failed to experience what my family related to me - a la Armageddon/Sodom & Gomorrah with smell of fire & brimstone & total darkness at noon with lightning very very
frightening... sand/lahar in the roofs... Olongapo & nearby places became like a frosty/snowy landscape... A ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE I MISSED

DREAM? or REALITY?: I was sleeping alone around 8:00 or even earlier in the evening in our family room in my aunt's house in Olongapo. My head was in the direction of East or Northeast not following the usual headboard direction of the bed... To my left was the window. I was NAALIMPUNGATAN or the state was somewhere BETWEEN awakening stage & sleeping stage... I felt there was pressure in the space between my scrotum/egg/balls & my anus/asshole... My IMPRESSION was that there was a BEING who was mounting me & "his" "sex organ" (not really penis because the feeling was not that "pointed")... I was on that stage midway between being awake & sleeping/dreaming... I protested & "said" (in Tagalog): WAIT (TEKA), WAIT, WAIT, I'M A MALE, I'M A MALE... My impression was that there was a BEING mounting me & trying to insert its organ either in the location of my balls or my anus. But the feeling was that it was not on either one but rather in the space between the balls & the anus - it's like the being was missing his target! [PRESS YOUR FINGER IN THE SPACE BETWEEN THE SEX ORGAN & THE ANUS_HOLE - I THINK EVEN FEMALES HAVE A MUSCLE SPACE IN THAT SPOT] Then I was awakened or my eyes opened - but at the very moment of awakening I had the impression or I SAW that the being (light not dark) moved to the left going out the window. My impression was that it left via the window. But when my eyes were already open I saw that the "white thing"
turned out to be the curtain! I thought to myself that it was just a dream. BUT IT WAS REALLY
VERY STRONG/VIVID that I CAN believe it was REAL. Note that occultists talk about INCUBUS/INCUBI & SUCCUBUS/SUCCUBI - that unmarried virgin females in medieval monasteries were attacked by such beings... In ISLAAM there is talk about JINNS in the air... A more "modern" interpretation would be E.T.s. But now I feel that that was a STOOP being! Trying to mount me who is a MALE!!!

Dream therapists might claim it is just a dream. Sometimes when we dream we interpret differently a sound or sight what our half-awake senses perceive, e.g., a neighbor's hammering away might be interpreted as a machine gun fire in our dream. Or a curtain might appear as a human being.. BUT THE EXPERIENCE WAS REALLY VERY STRONG I CAN BELIEVE & SAY IT WAS REAL & NOT JUST A DREAM...

What do you think? Are there similar experiences by other people?

Just went back from Batangas... Want to share so many many things... later... Including dreams of my late aunt who "SAW" her future house. I BELIEVE I HAVE ALREADY FORESEEN IN A DEEP VIVID DREAM IN BATANGAS MY OWN DEATH! I BELIEVE IF THESE THREE THINGS OCCUR AT THE SAME TIME THEN I WOULD DIE... THE STAIRS/STEPS IN THE PINAGTUNG-ULAN BRIDGE APPEARS TO BE SIMILAR TO/CLOSE TO MY DEATH WARNING DREAM YEARS AGO... BUT IT INVOLVED TWO PHYSICAL STRUCTURES & A HUMAN BEING... IF THESE OCCUR TOGETHER THEN I WOULD DIE... THIS I REALLY BELIEVE...